Y/n and Jahseh

12

We arrived at the house and I was watching TV and Jahseh was on his phone
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"Bae" Jahseh says. I didn't know what I thought he said but I didn't answer him

"Bae" he says again. I look at him and he's clearly talking to me

"Bae?" I ask

"Yeah" he laughs

"Well that's new" I say

"Anyways....I was just curious.....what do you see when you look in my eyes?" He says

"I see my reflection" I say

"Not that bae" he laughs

"Ok, I see....love" I sag making him smile

"What do you see in my eyes?" I asked

"I see a beautiful soul, innocence and......nevermind" he says

"Nevermind what?" I ask

"Nun" he says looking at his phone

"Is there something else you see in my eyes?" I asked

He looked in my eyes.

"Sometimes......I see sadness and worry in your eyes" he says

"Oh" I say looking away

He grabs my chin, making me look at him.

"I know you always tell me what's on your mind but.....I always get this feeling that there's big details that you're not telling me" he says

"I'm just not really used to telling people everything.....I've always just bottled it up" I say

"See when I started opening up to you about my problems, you always told me to express how I feel. But, you're doing what you told me NOT to do" he says

"I know" I spoke softly

"With all my friends it's like whenever I told them everything, they would judge me or just brush it off like they didn't care" I vented

"I'm not anything like them, bae." He says

"I know your not. That's why I tell you more things" I say

"Sometimes you tell me things that make me worry about you that's why sometimes I become a little bit clingly. I just need to make sure my best friend is okay at all times" he says

"And you know we hang out A LOT so sometimes when your upset I feel it in your chest. I can feel you" he continued

"You can?" I asked

"Hell yeah" he says in a duh tone

"That's why I love you. You always know the right things to say" I cheesed

"That's the only reason why you love me?" He asks sarcastically

"I'm just fuckin with you. I know you love me and I love you, bae" he says

"Awww" I say

"Just know that you're my world and you'll never be less" he says

"I don't mean that much to you" I say

"Are you fuckin serious? Were inseparable" he says

"You don'tfeel like that about the boys?" I asked

"Of course I love the boys....those are my brothers....it's just....with you....it's a different love, you know what I'm sayin?" He says

"No" I say

"This shit is fuckin hard to explain....I thinks it's because you're a female, fuckin gorgeous, you have a good personality, and your way with words and the way your mind works...I don't know the love is just different...I can't explain it" he says

"You'll get it eventually" he adds on

"Hopefully I do" I say
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I went to my bed and fell asleep