Wildest Dreams

Chapter 1

After that dramatic night of my life I went home. I went home without talking to my Mom. She tried talking to me but I already went on my room upstairs.

I'm so sorry Mom just for one night I just need some time to be alone. I wish I could say it to her but I can't after that night. I feel like something in my stomach suck my voice. I can't even speak or If I try I might break.

This is all his fault. I hate him. I really hate him. I still keep asking myself why the hell did he leave me? Am I getting too fat? So he find other girls fitter than me?. No! I think that's not really the reason besides I'm too skinny to gain fat. Maybe he needs time to think like what I am doing right now. Maybe were both thinking about us.

In the middle of daydreaming, my cat suddenly jump on me as if sensing my problem.

"Awwww. You little kitty cat" I brush my fingers to her fluffy fur.

"Your just hungry I think." she answered by making those vibrating sounds in her mouth called purring.

"Thank you for being so supportive Fruit." yes weird name is it? I went downstairs to get her some milk.

"Steph?" I jumped. It's my mom.

"Yes?!... Mom!" I answered cheerfully.

"I'm just feeding Fruit." I quickly poured some milk into the bowl.

"Steph? is there something wrong?" she asked concerned.

"Wrong?! No mom I'm... just tired" she doesn't look convinced. I hugged her immediately and kiss her on the cheek.

"Is it Gibron?"

"Goodnight mom... I just felt sleepy"she forced a smile.

"I'm really okay." I smile.

"Steph. Maybe your not ready to tell me but I know there's something wrong." I felt guilty ignoring her earlier.

"Honey, If you need something to talk to. I'm here." she kiss me on my forehead.

"Goodnight Steph." she hug me and walk away.

She's right. Something's really wrong.

"Mom?!" I cried. I suddenly hug her. "He.. left.. me.." I said between sobs. I can't stop crying. She brush my hair.

"Shhhhhhh... everything will be alright." I hope mom's right. I want everything to be fine.

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I wake up crying. Must have been a bad dream. Yet I know what I dream of but I don't remember anything. I really feel like I was Bella when Edward Cullen left him. Now I know what she feels. It's frustrating and complicated. I miss Gibron I really miss him.

It seems like decades since Gibron left. My Mom is starting to worry. I never touch my food since then. I went to the shower. I feel the cold drizzles coming from the shower. I didn't notice I'm already crying. I rinsed myself, got out and get ready be myself again.
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It's really weird coming up to school without seeing him. That's how my life works. The major reason why I go to school is because of him. While I was walking through the halls one of my best of friends Clareseena suddenly pop in the middle of nowhere.

"Hey Stephie! What's with your face?" I look at her as if it isn't obvious.

"Oh yeah! What happened between you and--" she stopped sensing it's a sensitive subject.

"No, It's okay! Yes, Gibron..." I paused.

"He just left."

"So he really did his word huh? So what's your plan?" I shrugged.

"Let me see..." she took one of her girly notepads where she list some random guys numbers that find her ideal.

"Here we got Sean, Zac, Nicho--"

"Clareseena, thanks but, no thanks."

"Come on! You know boys are like good old stuffs they need replacements!" She argued.

"I don't need guys this time."

"Then what?!"

"Time, i guess"

"Time?! Are you kidding?! You have no time for time! You need to socialize. You need to find "The Right---"she stopped and glare.

"Oh no! Don't tell me your thinking Gibron is "The Right One!." I look at her puzzled.

"Steph! Stop being so stupid. Gibron is not Mr. Right. Leaving you is the enough reason to forget him."

"I love him."and that's the reason I can't replace him with some other random guys.

"Fine,.. Fine,... Fine!"she answered sarcastically. "I'm a call away If you change your mind."

I will never change my mind. Ever.

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After school, I went to my favorite place where I always bought myself cheesecakes. They have the most perfect cheesecakes as far as I know.

"Two medium size cheesecakes?" she asks.

"Yes?!"I answered excitedly.It's funny how the cashier lady already knows what I came here for.

"Something Else?"she added.

"Actually. Please make it one."

I almost forgot about that I'm with nobody. Well, we used to eat cheesecakes together recently (You know who). But this time I only have Me, Myself, and I.

"Oh I see your not with your boyfriend. Where is he?" she asks curiously.

"I really don't--" We were interrupted by the loud sirens coming from the outside. Must've been some emergency.

"Here's your One Medium Size Cheesecake!"

I thank her and went on my seat.

While I was enjoying my temporary enjoyment, I saw someone familiar. He's back looks familiar. He wears a slicked back white T-shirt the same as Gibron's. He also wears a mint green bonnet.

He walked passed the store where I was. He really looks familiar. I went outside for a clearer view. It can't be him or is it? It can't be. He told me he will never show up until the right time. I look at him once more and I will never forget those green eyes. Oh my God It's really Gibron.