Love Letters 2

Letter #26

Dear Matthew,

I'm scared. I'm scared that it won't be enough to keep us alive. What's "it", you ask?

"It" is my diary, our notebook, the drawings, our messages, our pictures, this book, my songs...

What if one day you wake up and you don't feel the same?

... what if I don't feel the same?

What if I forget everything- how you taste, how you smile... How can I live when half of me is dead?

I'd rather go to hell with you by my side than go to heaven and leave you behind, to be honest.