Everything they saw was fake.
Opposite from the truth.
Everybody has a dark little secret. I also have mine.
When I'm in the school
I cried because of happiness.
When I'm in the house
I cried because of the pain.
In that hell, my mom was hurting me. Everytime she's drunk, she will scold me and end up beating me.
When I'm in the school
I felt embarrassed because of the crazy things I'd done with my friends.
When I'm in that house
I felt embarrassed because of the horrible things that my step father did to me.
In that hell, I was an apple to my step father's eye. I was sexually harassed by him. He's a monster and I'm just his toy.
When I'm in the school
I feel alive
When I'm in that house
I feel dead
And
The school was my dream world and I am a star.
But
In that house I was just a slave.
A slave of my own reality, the real world.
