When wrong feels right

When You Let Him In: Chapter 9

Connie POV

I went to my Grandmothers funeral to pay respects even though I only seen her twice. She was a good woman.

But after seeing who I'm positive is my brother, I regretted going, my feelings are so mixed.. I feel a calmness but at the same time I'm frightened.. I know its him, i just know it. But why did he run away ? What did I do wrong ? What is he going through ? Will I ever see him again ? I haven't told my Mom anything because obviously he doesn't want to reunite with us.
After all the looking we did. Ugh.

This hurts.

I was brought out of my thoughts by my ringing phone. I really didn't want to talk to anyone but I answered without even looking at the ID.

I clicked the button but said nothing

"Yo ! Yo ! Wassup ?" His calm sexy voice said

"Uh nothing. You ?"

"Come outside" he replied

I had on sweats & my hair was in a messy bun but I didn't care. I didn't really have the motivation to do anything .
I walked out the door & walked to his cocaine white Range Rover.
The sun was burning my eyes

"Get in" Camo said

"No. look at me ! I look a mess"

"You're perfect. Come on"

He know how to sweet talk me, I got in & we just started riding.

First we went out to eat, I wasn't hungry

Then, he took me to get a bathing suit, then to the beach

We walked along the shore talking about his childhood, how his Mom died at an early age & how he raised himself & Sabrina. We talked about his hobbies & how he likes his coffee, it's the little things that matter most. I just wanted to know the real him.

After kicking his ass in volleyball & snorkeling, I forgot about all my problems. He was my escape.

About 9:30, we got back in the car & before he started it up, I fell asleep.

I woke up to the smell of bacon, eggs, and pancakes. I sat up but I wasn't in my room.

I look on the other side of the bed to find a note.

"You sleep beautifully. Come downstairs"
-Cameron

I pulled the covers off & jumped off this high ass bed only to realize I wasn't wearing nothing but underwear & a big ass t-shirt.

I tiptoed down the stair to see a dancing Camo stirring grits

I laughed silently & crept up behind him

I moved my hands from the top to bottom, putting my finger tips in his boxers then going back up slowly. He turned around & picked me up. I wanted him now & he wanted me too. We began kissing & it started getting hot, then the grits started to smoke & he put me down. I bit my lip & hit him on the ass.

"Girl don't get me started!" He said as he smiled

"Boy why you aint take me home?" I said

He just replied, "I did."

I smiled & went to eating, he's a good cook.

Waittt ! Is my perfect match a thug ? Ohhh lord. Mami is gonna kill me.