When wrong feels right

When You Thought You Could Trust Him: Chapter 13

Camo POV

26 stitches were sewed to close wounds on my upper eyebrow, stomach, and neck. She could've killed me, but she didn't. She still got feelings. Everything was blurry, I don't remember anything but a bartender making me a vodka on ice, then blood in my shower, then the flash lights in my eye from the doctors. Why the hell did she do this to me ? We was having a really good time with eachother.

I called my sister, who I haven't seen in months, and my boys, all came except Bugg. He been real standoffish. I appreciate all my people for coming to check on me but I was zoned out. Shit all I'm worrying about is getting that girl back.

Ima text and call all day, a nigga don't like to beg, but i will if I have to. Thats my baby.

Connie POV

I stared at the wall just thinking.

I got into an argument with my Mama over him

I gave him a good 2 1/2 months of my life

He tried to trick me, no, he did trick me

He laid with me and filled my mind with lies

All this time wasted

And the bitch looked like a roach next to me

Damn.....

I kept declining calls and texts. I didn't wanna eat, I just wanted to sit and cry, but I wouldn't let myself. He's just a nigga. A nigga I should've expected this from. I should've seen this coming from a thug. I fell for it. But damn it was good while it lasted

I heard a knock on the door but I said nothing. Mami walked in and sat down next to me and handed me a spoon and a bowl full of cookie dough icecream to cure the pain. She looked at me and I bursted into tears, I was supposed to be strong and smart. Both of those were proven wrong as I cried in my Mommys lap, I just kept crying

She left an hour later and I decided to play some Pandora, I let the Beyonce station play and the music move me, I danced to 7/11, I clapped and "smacked it in the air" and rapped to Only, Nicki killed that shit, and for a second I forgot about reality

Then .....

"Almost made you love me
Almost made you cry
Almost made you happy, baby
Didn't I, didn't I
You almost had me thinkin'
You were turned around
But everybody knows
Almost doesn't count

Almost heard you saying
You were finally free
What was always missing for you, baby
You'd found it in me
But you can't get to heaven
Half off the ground
Everybody knows
Almost doesn't count

I can't keep on lovin' you
One foot outside the door
I hear a funny hesitation
Of a heart that's never really sure
Can't keep on tryin'
If you're looking for more
Than all that I could give you
Than what you came here for

Gonna find me somebody
Not afraid to let go
Want a no doubt be there kind of man
You came real close
But everytime you built me up
You only let me down
And everybody knows
Almost doesn't count

Maybe you'll be sorry
Maybe you'll be cold
Maybe you'll come runnin' back, baby
From the cruel cruel world
Almost convince me
You're gonna stick around
But everybody knows
Almost doesn't count

So maybe I'll be here
Maybe I'll see ya around
That's the way it goes
Almost doesn't count"

Fuck you Brandy. Fuck you