This is definitely one of my worst phobias.
Basophobia: The fear of not being able to stand
I would make a terrible paralyzed person.
In recent years I've gotten really bad muscle cramps, they have stopped for the most part. About a year ago I started to have such terrible muscle cramps that I was barely able to stand up. This would happen all the time, randomly. During math class, after waking up, you name it. And it was terrifying.
When I would try to stand my legs would go stiff and my knees wouldn't bend. It would be like that for maybe 10 ish seconds, then I'd be able to stand, but every step was incredibly painful, of course I was and am still too stuck up to go tell someone when something like this happens, but I mean, it was just terrible, and the only thing that would help was walking or running, which mind you was painful as hell. It felt like sticking 300 gsm sketchbook paper between the joints in my knee.
This stopped happening when I finally told (a half truth to) my mom and she bought me this vitamin powder thing for me too put in orange juice. Really this all happened because I wasn't getting enough of the essential vitamins so my body was starting to throw away parts of me it didn't need to survive. Gosh that sounds gruesome. But it's over now but...
I swear, if this happens again... like I don't want to think about it, because during that time when I would have those cramps, I was depressed to say the least. Maybe it was just because I had trouble standing or maybe it was some other reason, but being that discouraged and sad all the time scares me as much as not being able to stand. But after taking some well needed vitamins and becoming a Furry, I'm fine! Great actually!
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