Right In My Place?

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Netra:

I didn't want siblings to be separated but how could I trust them? What if my trust and love makes me alone and I end up in tears? I have seen Sadhana and Akshay caring for each other. Their bonding is special which as a wife couldn't be tolerated by me. I don't hate Sadhana but I love my Akshay like my breath.

I am mad for him. I can't live without him. He is my everything. I can't see him in pain. I can't see him going away from me. I can't see him sharing his love or care to anyone other than me. I am his wife and only I have all rights over him. I am here to give him all the love in the world. I might be wrong but can't trust anyone at the cost of my life and happiness.

Everyday we are seeing many worst things in the society. I have also seen people who calls each other as brother and sister but got married after sometime. Akshay loves and cares for her. Sadhana too loves and cares for him. While Sadhana stayed here, Akshay got a headache and I found Sadhana caring for him as much as I do and I saw even tears in her eyes. She is worried and so tense about him. I don't like this.

I am right in my place as Akshay's wife. I wiped my tears which fallen down for some unknown reason.

Sadhana:

I reached my house and tried hard not to contact Akshay. It was tough for me to stay away but I know that's the right thing I can ever do.

After losing my family, I went into depression. I cried every night remembering them. I was almost in suicidal tendency. That was the time when Akshay entered into my life as my brother. I lost my brother and was missing him like hell. When Akshay entered into my life as my brother, I forgot the pain.

His words inspired me, motivated me and brought me out of the depression. If he was not there at that time, I wouldn't have been alive today. He gave mom's love, scolded me as a father when I went wrong, teased me as a brother and inspired me as a friend. I always thought to have a brother like Akshay.

I sipped the coffee and saw the Bhagavath Gita gifted by my brother Akshay to me on my birthday. I remembered tying the Rakhi to him in a temple. I remembered all the memories such as fighting with him for chocolates, sharing my secrets, the way he advised me and had borne my craziness and arrogance. There were times where I hurt him the most but he never left me. I know he is too short tempered but I wonder why he stays so cool with me. That's my brother's love for me.

Netra is not bad but just an over possessive and a very loving wife to Akshay. I think every wife would behave in the same way. Now a days we are seeing wives who are demanding to throw her inlaws in old aged homes and separating own siblings from the husbands. I am not at all wondered with Netra's behaviour. It's just what I expected. Moreover I am not Akshay's real sister. Of course, this society became a bullshit where there's no relationships, no morals, no values and no ethics. Even lovers are saying that they are siblings to make others not to doubt them. There are incidents where cousins got married. What would Netra do when she saw all such happenings in this society? I would blame such ethicless people for what happened to me today, but not Netra.

She is not wrong but a too loving wife.  I love her craziness for my brother. Her tears for my brother, her fight assuming she is left behind by my brother, her anger and hurtful words towards me assuming that I may snatch him from her, I felt happy remembering that. Netra is not totally right for Akshay but love can overcome anything. And I feel Netra is the only one who can bear my idiotic brother's anger and dominating nature.

I am sorry, Netra, for going overboard by slipping my tongue in anger as you blamed my character. It's my repulsive action where I lost control over my words and missed my true nature hearing you accusing my character. And I understand the same happened with you where you too lost your true nature and control with your over possessiveness.

I never snatch your Akshay from you. Instead, as I decided earlier, I will leave my brother if you don't like me being with him as his sister. But, forever Akshay is my brother though we stay away from each other. You can't change that thing ever. And you can't make us forget each other. If the love given by me is true and pure, my brother always remembers me as his sister.

I opened my brother's photo.

"I love you, my dear idiotic brother. Be happy and follow your dreams. Seeing you reaching your dream makes me happy. I always wish to see you having a loving wife and cute kids. I expect that from you which I can't say ever. You supported your wife and I support your love for her. I can't see even if Netra cries. So, how do you think that I want you to leave her? I am happy you chose her besides me because her madness for you makes me happy."

"This is me as your sister. But, as Sadhana, I will not tolerate the insult to my character. I wish you will not contact me ever because for me, my character is everything."

The moment I lose my character or gives a chance to someone to insult it, I am dead. I always believe the way I treat me sets an example to others to treat me. I am not a heroine in a soap opera or some kind of movie where heroine accepts every nonsense and forgives everyone. Of course, I forgave Netra already but it doesn't mean I can forget it. I respect and ever grateful to Akshay for everything he did for me until today. But that respect, gratefulness or love can't stop me from standing for myself. If he can support his wife though he knows she is wrong, why can't I support me when I am sure I am not at all wrong?

I know well about my brother and he won't show his anger at Netra as I left him. And now, I no need to lose my self respect or fight with my brother over this issue again and again making him mad at me which deteriorates the relationship further. We three will be happy and peaceful as I left Akshay. I am right in my place. I left him doesn't mean I left the bonding. We are siblings forever though we aren't related through blood.

I remembered Akshay's words when I fought with him once and told that I am an orphan.

"Shut up. Never ever say that. You will be an orphan only when I die. Until I am alive; don't dare to talk this way. I am your brother and Netra is your sister in law. Whether you accept it or not, this is your family," Akshay said. I wiped my tears.

I deleted all the chats, call logs and photos of my brother though not his wedding pictures. How could I delete them as I love them the most? I deleted his number too. I took a deep breath and started working for my dreams.

No relationship is permanent but true relationships has no expiry date. True relationships doesn't require being in touch everyday or talking to each other. Wishing them all the happiness, love and success is enough to show how much I love and care for my brother. A bit of understanding, patience, love, maturity, compromise can heal the hearts but a word can break them too. Whatever it is, I am strong enough to achieve my dreams and create a happy life for me. I decided to work for my goals than focusing too much on relationships for now.


Hi everyone, how is the episode? Do you think Netra is wrong? or Sadhana? I feel society is wrong who set wrong examples to doubt every relationship. So this is how I want to give a break to Sadhana's character for now. And from next episode, the actual concept comes up.

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