//Depressed Deku x Dabi //Dabideku

1. The Start

*Warning* This contains yaoi, Boy x boy and depression as well as suicidal elements as well as self-harm. If you are uncomfortable with any of these topics please do not read. Thank you!

I hope you enjoy

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Pov. Izuku

The damming high sounds of an alarmclock going off wakes me up. I slowly open my eyes just to immediately shut them again... It's bright out, which is to be expected in the middle of summer. I take a second try and manage to keep my eyes open long enough to look at the time...

6: 43 am

The start of another miserable day of getting called names and probably receiving a good morning explosion or two from Kacchan in my miserable, incredibly useless life.

I sigh before getting up and going to the bathroom. I stare in the mirror... God... I look... Useless...

I shake my head in refusal. What is up with me today... I quickly wash my face and change. When I head downstairs I can smell the pancakes my mom is making in the kitchen from the top of the staircase. It smells good... My mom's food always smells good.

"Good morning..." I mumble through a yawn.

"Good morning sweetie. Honey I am so excited for you!"

A look of confusion spreads across my face. What does she mean...?

"Izu- What are you wearing?!"

"What do you mean... Clothes. My normal clothes."

"Goodness Izu how could you forget?"

"Forget wha-"

Then I remember. Today was my first school day in U. A.!!! She's right how could I forget?! I've basically wanted to get into U. A. For most of my life! I rush upstairs to get the uniform I need.

When I get back down I just rush out the front door.

" Izuku! What about Breakfast?!" she yells

"Too excited to eat!" I yell back.

Which was partially true but the other half of me just... Wanted to starve myself... I need to loose weight... Maybe then Kacchan would hate me less....

What a pathetic dream. He'll always hate me.

I disregard those thoughts and before I knew it I had arrived at U. A.

Maybe my luck will begin to turn...

...

What am I going on about they'll probably hate me there too...

Pov. Dabi

I yawn while getting out of bed. I don't bother looking at the time.... I can hear D*ck stroker (Shigaraki) and Crazy (Toga) screaming downstairs about something.

I can't really make out the words... I try listening more closely...

"Satan.....why?.... Go away... Don't move...."

"Kill it!!!... I'm not going near them!!..."

"NOOOOOOO..."

"SHIGGY!!!"

What the- did the pro heros show up here or what?! I quickly get ready and rush downstairs.

"OI WHAT'S GOING O-"

Crazy looks relieved upon seeing me.

"Thank goodness you're here Dabi!!! Kill it!!!"

She points to a beatle on the kitchen floor... Now I take a look around the whole situation. D*ck stroker is standing on the bar counter. Kurogiri is clutching onto a wine bottle and sitting on top of the fridge. Crazy is... Hanging off the ceiling lamp... How...

How
Are
These
People
Villians

I give everyone a look of disappointment and turn to go back upstairs to my bedroom.

"Hold it Asshole!!!"

"What D*ck stroke?" I look back at him.

"Don't call me that!! Anyways you have to go to U. A. today!"

"WHAT ARE YOU CRAZY?! ALONE?! WHY?!"

"The new students are getting there today! There'll be lot of ruckus about them so it's the perfect opportunity to gather info and potential victims!"

I sigh...

"And I have to do it...?"

"YES NOW GO!"

"Geez got it."

Kurogiri opens a portal... Still clutching the wine bottle... I sigh once more and go through the portal.

I can hear crazy scream after me

"STOP SIGHING YOU'LL LOOK EVEN MORE CRUSTY!! You'll never get a boyfriend like that!"

I angrily turn around to give her a taste of my flames but the portal already closed.

DAMMIT she's in luck...

I look down on myself... Seems like Kurogiri prepared everything... I look like an upperclassmen... Wow this is impressive disguise material. Didn't know we were that good.

Taking a good look around the campus which is full of students and while taking deep breaths I slip into my thoughts...

Sho is probably getting into U. A. today as well... I wish I could talk to him but that's obviously impossible...

My thoughts are interrupted by some explosions going off near me.

What was that?!

I look around searching for the source of the loud noise. That's when I see a little boy...

Green hair.
Cute face.
Big eyes.
Emereald green eyes...
And adorable teary eyes and a slightly reddened nose with slightly reddened eyes...

-Wait. Teary eyes?! Is he crying? I take a better look and see a... Overly angry boy with blonde hair flashing explosions in his face. What in the-

Is this kind of behavior normal for heros?!

Pov. Izuku.

I gaze upon the school, my eyes filled with excitement and overjoy! I can't believe I'm finally here... As a student... Wow...

That short moment of happiness is broken with the sound of explosions in my ear causing me to flinch and fall to the ground.

I turn around already knowing who I'd see...

Kacchan...

"H-Hey K-Kacchan."

"K-Kacchan." he mocks me...

"SHITTY NERD WHO ALLOWED YOU TO GO TO THE SAME SCHOOL AS ME?!"

People started staring at us... They probably think I'm a whimp too...

"Haaah?!"

I get picked up in the air by Kacchan only to be tossed to the ground again.

"Hah you're pathetic!!"

He walks away... Leaving me with a few minor burn wounds... As I lay my eyes upon my body just sitting on the ground.. Shivering I curse myself... Why do I have to be so weak?! My eyes dull...

I flinch upon hearing someone approach.

"Hey... Are you alright?"

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Boom that's it for chapter one!! I hope y'all lik this story. ^^

Word count: 1005

~Fuckinghilarious

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