//Depressed Deku x Dabi //Dabideku

6. Attack And Rescue

*Warning* This contains yaoi, Boy x boy and depression as well as suicidal elements as well as self-harm. If you are uncomfortable with any of these topics please do not read. Thank you!

I hope you enjoy

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Third Person Pov.

After snapping out of his daze. Izuku makes his way to U. A. hoping his day would be better than most just judging by how it started.

While he was walking to school he could hear footsteps approaching behind him. He knew that Kacchan lived near him so he at first he suspected the footsteps to belong to him... But he soon realized that the footsteps weren't matching Kacchan's at all.

Kacchan is very aggressive and tries to intimadate everything and everyone almost all of the time. These footsteps were light and very caucious. Izuku turned around facing none other than Shoto Todoroki.

He looked at the boy for a little before he managed to say

"... Don't you.... Live in the opposite direction from here?..."

His eyes picked up his gaze from the ground and slid on his face locking with Izukus eyes. He couldn't possibly tell him he was here because he worried for him as his first real friend and therefore followed him to his house yesterday. Eventually ending up returning this morning earlier to check on him once again since a gut wrenching feeling wouldn't let him go.

Though he did not expect to find himself confused seeing Izuku talking to a rather strange person. Therefore he decided to simply answer

"I was going for a stroll this morning..."

"Oh alright. Then... Do you want to walk to school with me?" the greenette offered with an obvious fake smile though Todoroki thankfully let it slide.

"Sure."

When the both of them arrived at school nothing seemed out of the ordinary.

Pov. Izuku

Me and Todoroki arrived at school and I could tell he was growing suspicious of my behaviour... I would need to be more careful.

As we entered class 1-A Iida and Urakaka whom I had become friends with greet me. Iida with a neutral expression and Urakaka with a big smile and a hug. I forced myself to smile at the both of them. I admired Iida... He didn't feel the need to fake anything for anyone.

Useless Time skip :p

We were talking at my desk and suddenly the door slammed open revealing a very angry Kacchan. He sits down reluctantly and says

"OI! Deku if you bother me I'll BLAST YOU INTO THE SUN WITH YOUR LITTLE ISSUES!!!"
To which I don't respond. This was a first. Just before Kacchan could turn around and blast my face off Mr Aizawa came in.

"Sit down class." he said in his usual sluggish morning voice.

"We're going to be learning more about quirks today. Also in the fourth period we will do some all gear hero training on the rooftop. You guys need to learn how to deal with heights as a hero. Also don't do any shit up there, the fences to prevent anyone from falling will only be here in three weeks.

I mean YOU Bakugou."

Bakugou gave a small groan of frustration as a reply. Half the class was excited. Of course Todoroki didn't show much enthusiasm as always. A few other students were skeptical.

My guess would be they don't like heights.

I was fine with them for the most part but... Lately everytime I see an edge recently I fall into a trance and feel compelled to jump off...

Kacchan's words from years ago ring in my head and I get the urge to get closer and end my never-ending misery of days one after another.

Time skip to fourth period

Pov Dabi.

The L. O. V. Is standing in the bar ready to attack and pass through the portal which Kurogiri will spawn anytime. I am excited but... I can also feel my heart clench. I know green fluffy will be there with his class...we're spawning on the rooftop. I know every villian that is coming knows about my crush and has enough awareness that my authority is higher to not hurt him a lot.

It pains me knowing that this will probably be the last time I'll see him... He'll see I'm a villian and want nothing to do with me... And...

Well D*ck Stroker said I should just kidnap and hold him here till he joins the league or... Till he agrees to date me. But I can't do that. His dream of being a hero may have decreased but I don't want to force him into anything. Also keeping him in a basement?! No NO NO NO NO I'd never do that so by now I've accepted that this will be the last the last.

I feel the stare of the villians on my back... Pity. They all know that this is my last time. I wouldn't really call ourselves villians... We're just a big family with some evil ways.

Only now I realize I have teary eyes and I can feel crazy hug me from behind.

My heart feels heavy.

Times like this I just wish things like Villians and Heroes wouldn't exist.

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I sometimes wish the world could go back to the time where quirks didn't exist.

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Another apology that this isn't that long of a chapter.

Also I have to let you guys know. In this Au the world as we know it now did exist just way more advanced technology. The world kind of rotated back in terms of technological progress and many many people don't remember the world existing like this.

That's why a lot of people don't know the Gen Z mentality for example ^^

Dabi does know about about this kind of world and mentality as well as Izuku and they both think it's a shame that all of our world basically disappeared.

They agree with the thinking that

1.nothing is black and white everything is Grey.

2. Good and bad, Vilain And hero don't actually exist its just a bunch of labels.

3. A lot of villians are a bunch people who are just filled with hatred, regret, fear, heartbreak, misunderstood, were in need of saving but never got any, forgotten etc.

4. They admire our current society where people aren't labeled good or bad in a heartbeat.

Ect.

~Baiiiiiii