//Depressed Deku x Dabi //Dabideku

4. ...

*Warning* This contains yaoi, Boy x boy and depression as well as suicidal elements as well as self-harm. If you are uncomfortable with any of these topics please do not read. Thank you!

I hope you enjoy

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Pov. Dabi

I had been wandering around for the past hour or two. Normal stuff... Taking a few turns here and there, whichever seemed more pleasing. Then

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A house down the street. The door is wide open... Well that's unusual. Normally people close their doors even if they don't lock them.

I start wandering off towards the house... It's very quiet which is just as unusual . Houses like that are normally for families... If someone were to live alone they'd pick an apartment. As I got closer someone dashed past me... It took me a few moments to realize.

That was Midoriya. Izuku Midoriya. Green Fluffy. He was crying. Again I can feel my heart ache.

I look towards the house after scanning the area looking for Izuku...

The door was still wide open.. Should I enter?... I mean I couldn't find him anywhere anyways and it's unsafe leaving the door open... I thought he lives with his mom though... But

The house is still dead quiet....
Ugh fuck it! I'm going in... But before that I should get rid of this disguise. It'll be troublesome if he sees me, my disguise's reputation would be down in the dirt after that.

So after I remove the disguise I pull over a black hoodie, with an impressively large hood.. Like
... Emo level 200...

I look around the house interior. Damn there isn't a lot to be honest and his mom nowhere to be found. I thought he doesn't live alone?! I'm sure his file said he lives with his mom and is 'excused from dorm attendance' strange..I've looked around everything and damn I feel like a creep now...well not everywhere
.. There is small bathroom upstairs and I guess I didn't really pay attention to the living room.

I also didn't go through his room. I blush at the thought of it..... I.. God...

If I were older I'd be labeled a pedo by now... Though the burns did kinda make my age hard to figure out anyway.

What to check first... Hmm well I guess I am already in the kitchen which is next to the living room so I guess the living room it is. Also...

SIDE RANT!! THERE IS LIKE NO FOOD IN THE DAMN HOUSE!!! WTF. I GREW UP IN AN ABUSIVE HOME BUT DAMN WE ATE AT LEAST!! I MEAN C'MON!

I'M A VILLIAN HECK WE ARE THE LEAGUE OF VILLAINS.. AND WE. HAVE. SO. MUCH. FOOD. AND. Liquor.... God you'd think we're housewives or bar tenders. Drunk ones.

Rant over.

The living room look normal.

Wait are those? There are tons or tears stains on the idk book thingy next to the answer machine... Was that what he was crying about? But if yes wouldn't it be something in the book? It should be open then right.

-Resume or repeat message? -

I look over to the answer machine...

After some hesitation I decided to listen to the message.

~After Listening to the message~

Now my heart is really aching. The poor kid... I understand why this must've hit so hard for him. This is truely a hard blow...

What am I doing barely holding back tears...

I shake the thought and go upstairs to the bathroom, before entering I get an eerie feeling. I enter to see an overly clean bathroom... This is extremely weird...

I'm a villian so I know what it looks like when you cleaned up a crime scene in a rookie way...

Too clean.

Nothing except this bathroom look this clean in the house and you could still smell some bleach.... I rummage through the drawers with a barely shivering hand... Then I find a box. I open it and surely in it I find a knife which is stained beyond repair... With blood...

I can't be oblivious to this!! I feel tears rolling down my cheeks.

Izuku Midoriya is suicidal and performs selfharm.

Along with that he is heart broken..

So to sum it... A heartbroken, suicidal, crying, depressed boy is running to somewhere... Alone and I have no idea where he is...

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There goes Chapter 4!!!

Sorry for the short chapter QwQ ~