Perfect Isn't Weak

45

I'm so sorry for the late update but life has been crazy ahhhh. I'm gonna try to get back on track I promise.

I've also been working on my new book "Okay, Fine" and a few I am yet to publish.

I want to let you guys know I love you guys so much though, please enjoy.
Harry
Rosie and I both wanted Theo to meet Ester. He was still in the hospital with his wife not doing so well, but I hope he can feel a bit happier seeing Theo. Seeing Theo made me so happy, but it was so unexpected, it shocked me. I felt terrible seeing Rosie in pain, but she did so fucking amazing.

I can't stop feeling guilty, I rushed to yell at her because I was guilty I ignored that she was going through a whole bunch of shit, and for that purpose I am wrong. It was the worst feeling finding out Ester was ill, I'm so scared to lose him. I don't want to lose the other source of a dad I have. I also can't fucking focus on this dumbass fight I need to beat Asher in. But right now I want to focus on my son.

"Knock knock," I said as I lightly knocked on Ester's hospital door. Rosie was behind me, for the sake of her own comfort the doctors suggested a wheelchair but she swears she's fine to walk. She was in the wheelchair our son in her arms. She helped lead his pacifier into his mouth watching as I knocked on the door.

"Come in Harry," Jessica says with a smile.

"I brought some guests," I said with a smile, Ester groaned.

"Boy who did you bring?" Ester scoffs.

"I brought someone really tiny," I smiled and before he can say anything else I opened the door and pushed the wheelchair inside.

"Harry th- tha- that's your son?" Ester says looking at me with wide glossy eyes.

"Yep, that's him," I smile turning to Rosie. "Can I hold him baby?" I ask Rosie and she nods handing him to me carefully.

"His name is Theodore Estevan Harry Styles," I say helping him into Ester's arms as he lays on the hospital bed.

"My name?" Ester says holding Theo in his arms and then looking at me.

"Yes sir," I said with a smile.

The sight was so beuatiful, I've always wanted to see the day Ester saw a child of mine. It meant a lot to me, right now words couldn't express how happy I was. I watched Ester's facial expression, I was astounded to see tears fill his eyes as my son slept ever so peacefully in his arms.

"Ester are you crying man?" I asked him smiling a bit.

"Harry shut the fuck up this is a dusty hospital something probably got in my eye," Ester makes up.

"Mhmm," I mumble.

"Rosie I know you love him and he's the father of your child but I'm about to kill him once I can get my ass off his hospital bed," Ester threatens Rosie, I laugh lightly keeping my eyes locked on my baby boy.

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After a bit, Theo started to cry. It was probably time for him to eat.

"I should take him back to the room and feed him," Rosie says, I nod, gently taking him from Ester's hands.

His pink little lips were puffed lightly, and his tiny hands were so adorable. I handed him to Rosie and then got on my knees to kiss his tiny hand. Rosie watched as I did so. She gave me a peck on the lips, before going back to her hospital room with Jessica.

Ester and I watch as they leave the room. Once they leave, Ester takes a deep breath.

"Harry promise me something, okay?" Eater says and I nod pushing my chair closer to his hospital bed.