"Come now my dear. Don't be shy. You are home now." The woman called Elsa says as she leads me into the big red and white tent. I follow slowly. Inside are rows of wooden folding chairs and a good sized stage.
"This is where you shall perform." She says gesturing to the stage.
"But I don't have any tal-"
"Hush now. Of course you do. Your gift is the only talent you shall need. The people will love it. Now let me show you your room and then after you get settled in I will gather the others to introduce you."
We exit the tent through the back. I look at some of the other 'homes'. Lobster Boy, The Worlds Tallest Woman, Seal Boy, and so many others. She shows me to mine. Angel. I guess it fits. I take a deep breath and go inside. There's a small kitchen and a bed and a vanity.
"The bigger the star, the bigger the sleeping quarters. Now set your stuff down and meet me in the big top in ten minutes. Alright? Alright." She leaves before I can even argue. I set my bags next to my bed and sit down. It's not the best place to sleep in, but it's livable. I just hope they don't do me like the last people that took me in.
When I was sixteen I was adopted by this wonderful couple, Janie and Will, about early thirties. They had a nice house and I adored them, well mainly the wife. The husband was a bit distant. The wife wanted to skip the baby years and adopt someone a little more mature. They didn't know about my condition. She loved me and spoiled me with nice clothes and a big room. I lived with them for a year and a half, and then one day while Janie was out at the grocery store, I was in my room taking a nap. I had woken up to someone stroking my face. It was Will. I rubbed my eyes not thinking anything of it.
"Does Janie want me to help with the groceries?" I asked.
"No, Janie's not here." I look at him confused. He continues stroking my face. "I've always thought you were so pretty. He starts playing with the buttons on my dress. "That innocent little voice of yours, your precious untouched skin. I knew no one could have you. Not my little flower." He gently grabs my breast. My breathing heavy and scared.
"What are you doing?" I ask frightened.
"You can't tell me you haven't thought about it. Now be good for me." He leans down and kisses me. Grabbing the back of my neck and squeezing, holding me still. He unbuttons my dress and looks at my exposed chest. "You know I never meant to be distant with you. I was just trying to resist my urges. And when Janie finally confronted me about not being closer to you, I told her. She understood and she has decided to leave me. She's not grocery shopping. She left you here with me. She thinks this is all your fault." He continues to kiss them.
I start crying."But I didn't-"
"Shh. What's done is done."
He quickly grabs my wrists and sits on top of me. I scream and scream for help, but no one would be able to hear me. Their house is on a hill all by itself.
"If you resist me, I will hurt you. Don't make me bash in that pretty face." He says squeezing my cheeks. I stop screaming and just let out silent cries. He is so much larger than I am. He slowly lifts my dress up and rubs the outside of my panties. My breath hitches. He grabs them with one hand and rips them off. He takes his thumb and rubs my clitoris. I let out moans, but I am not enjoying it. I have no energy left in me. He slips his fingers inside.
"Mmm nice and wet. See? I knew you wanted this." He continues to finger me over and over again. My tears are falling down my face.
He wipes them away gently. "My sweet, innocent girl. Don't cry. I'm only doing what's best for you. You're so fragile and soft. Boys won't treat you as nice as I will. Don't you see Princess? I have to be the one to pop that succulent little cherry of yours." He kisses me hard. His disgusting lips moving from my face to my neck and to my breasts.
His fingers move hard and slow inside me. With each thrust I moan. I know it's only egging him on so I bite my bottom lip to keep them from escaping.
"No, no, no." He stops. "I need to hear you. Keep your mouth open or I'm going to be forced to hurt you." I release my lip and he continues. I'm louder now and it is still just as agonizing.
"I know you're loving this."
When he finishes he unbuckled his pants and pulls out his member. I refuse to even look at the thing. He takes one of my hands and makes me grab it. I feel like throwing up. He strokes it up and down quicker and quicker. It's extremely hard and almost pulsing. He smirks. He puts my arms under his knees so I can't move them. He reaches back up my dress and I struggle to free myself. He slaps me.
"What did I say?" He yells. My face stings. His face softens. "I'm sorry Princess. I just need you to not do that anymore, okay? Can you do that for me? Say 'I can do that for you, Daddy'" He looks at me with fierce eyes.
"I can do that for you, Daddy." I say quietly. He moans.
"I know you can. You have no idea how long I've wanted to do this. Sometimes I would come in here and watch you sleep. When Janie's not home I would jerk off to your pictures, but I don't need those anymore. I have you." He practically hisses in my ear.
He positions himself. His legs in between mine, forcing them open.
"Now I'm going to let go of your arms. If you try to resist me again there are going to be consequences." He lets them go. What can I do? I have nothing left.
And then it happens. The thing I was saving for the one person who would accept me for who I was was gone. He's laying on top of me. I'm dead on the inside. He goes faster and faster and I just take it. His face is buried in neck and he smells disgusting.
"I'm almost there. Turn around." He forces me on my stomach and lifts my hips up. He's slamming into me. He lifts up my dress higher, exposing my harness.
"What the hell?" He asks leaning down to get a better look at what is underneath. This is it. I take my chance and unbuckle the side, letting my wings out as fast as I can. They hit him hard in the face and he falls off the bed hitting his head on the wall knocking him out.
I don't have much time to put them away so I fold them up as I put my clothes back on. I grab my sneakers and I'm about to run out when I look back at him. I slowly reach in his pocket grabbing his wallet and take all the money out of it. I button my dress and I run down the hill and out of the neighborhood. I end up getting on a bus to Jupiter.
I was walking back to my hotel one evening after getting something to eat when this group of drunken, sloppy men approached me. They pinned me face first to a wall and when I had no other options, I forced my wings against my clothes ripping through the cloth and they all ran scared. My dress ruined I start to run, staying in the shadows as much as I can to avoid attention when the sound of heels hitting the concrete could be heard. I started running faster but a voice told me to stop.
"Don't be afraid child. I won't harm you." I turned around to see a woman with blonde short hair in a blue skirt and blazer.
"Please I don't want anymore trouble." I plead. She steps closer.
"Trouble? Oh no my dear if you join me you could only cause success." I look at her confused.
" What good could a freak like me do?"
"My dear, you have no idea."
