Quantum Soul

Alone

My friends have seriously started to leave me alone, alone with this monster. They were talking behind my back and saying they shouldn't stay with me anymore. They didn't understand, they couldn't understand but I didn't hold it against them. The end of the year was getting really long and I wanted everything to stop, I wanted to get out of my body and go far, very far. I told myself that I was not made for this world, I am surely a bad person.

While I spent most of my time alone, a group of girls came to talk to me. They had been friends with her before, but their friendship had deteriorated. They told me that with them too she was detestable and that apparently she was a narcissistic perverse.

This discussion opened my eyes and they made me realize that I was not the problem. I then wanted to distance myself from her, but she still continued to harass me. She hang out with boys I didn't like to make me react but I was holding on. Anyway my feelings for her hardly existed anymore. She kept coming to my house without telling me, I couldn't take it anymore, she was draining my energy and my zest for life.

One evening when we were talking, when she still blamed me for a lot of things, I realized that this situation could not last any longer so I told her clearly that it was over. I blocked her on all social networks and I never heard from her again.

Finally I was able to speak to my friends and everything went back to normal. Except one thing. My heart and my mind have been changed.