Cara took me to church every sunday,
i hated it,
but went anyway.
she swore on her life it was helping,
but i knew it wasn't doing a thing.
i think she believed deep down i was a good person,
but i knew,
deep down,
that she hadn't seen the worst of me.
she still stayed,
told me she loved me.
i couldn't help it,
i loved her more than she knew.
but i hated her at the same time,
she was a constant reminder of my mistakes,
making me want to do it again.
she was just as much an addiction as every other drug,
and everytime she talked her sweet talk,
it was just like taking smack.
i wanted her as much as everything else,
i wouldn't be sane without her touch.
and her lips were like the needle,
and i wanted it whenever i could get it.
she believed i was great,
but i still wondered why she stayed.
i needed her,
but she hardly needed me.
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Before and After Broken
Fiction généraleThis is a prequel to 'Cranes and Secrets'. This book follows the character Kevin as he battles with himself. This is a story of an boy tackling his memories with drugs, and ruining the best thing that ever happened to him, Cara. Loosely based on the...
