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~Kat's Pov~
So we are supposed to take on the pack of alphas. It may be less of a problem because I have magic powers and I am an alpha. I will use my powers and my strength agaist those who wish to harm me or my pack! Wait...that isn't my pack. I don't have a pack becuase everyone in my pack were killed. I really like derek and he won't want me there becuase someone could use the fact that derek and I are mates agaisnt us. Me and derek can't have anymore contact until after we kill off the alphas. People might say that's not fair to him or i'm being unreasonable. Well, I would do anything to protect those I care about. I know I willl feel like shit after i break up with hmi but it's for the better.
*Goes to derek's house*
"Der bear. Can I speak to you?" I ask in my sweetest voice. The sweetness felt fake becuase I knew we were over. I feel sick.
"Yes Kat." He respone. I hate how I am about to break his heart. I feel as if I am the cause of all of his problems even thought he thinks that I am the solution.
"Derek, I don't think we should see each other anymore." I tell him. The look in his eyes show that he's hurt and wants to know why I am braking things off with him. He's hurting and I can feel it. His hurt is like getting stabbed with a rusty, dull knife in the heart.
"What? Why? I thought we were going good. I thought we were happy together." He cries out. I feel his pain and want to cry at the sound of his broken voice. I have to leave soon so I keep up with this facade of being okay with breaking up with him.
"We were happy together. I just can't be in a relationship knowing I'm just going to be the person wwho causes you the most pain." I say. I feel my resilince breaking and chipping away each time I look into his eyes. I look at the ground becuase it's easier than looking at him.
"Please Kat! Don't do this! Please I need you!" he cries. It practically breaks my heart.
"I'm sorry Der bear. You really don't need me." I tell him honestly.
"Don't call me that if you are just going to throw away this. What we have!" He screams at my retreating back. The tears flow silently. I can't stop the tears.
*Later with scott and stiles.*
"I can't believe I broke up with him! I LOVE HIM!" I cry into scott. My heart feels like it's been shattered and it's not even his fault. I'm the one who ended our amazing relationship.
"Why did you break up with him." He questions. I knew he would ask.
" We know that were mates and that we feel each others pain. Well the alphas might try to use it agaisnt me or derek and I don't want that So I thought if we spend less time together that it would be less suspious and the alphas wouldn't find out that we are mates. So I broke up with him. The pain in his voice was unbearable. He was so vulnerable. I feel so shitty now. Why me?" I cry some more into scott. stiles just rubbed my hair and said soothing words.
*A couple days Later with derek*
~Scott's pov~
*RING* Derek's calling *RING*
"Hello?" I answer the phone.
"Hey scott. Can you come over to the loft?" he asked. He sounded horrible. I knew why.
"Yeah sure. I'll be over in a minute." I reply and hang up.
*At derek's loft*
"Derek." I call out.
"Over here." He calls out. DAMN he sounds worst in person.
"what did you need?" I ask
"You are practically her younger brother! Why did she leave me?" He ask. we both know who the she he is talking about. I feel bad for him and kat. kat was trying to protect him.
"She did it for you." I deadpan.
"NO! She did it for herself or better yet she did it for another guy! That dumb slut. I knew dating her was a bad move on my part. I should have sticked to solitude." He yelled. That pissed me off.
"NOPE, SHE DID IT TO PROTECT YOU AND HERSELF. she isn't a slut. She's the best thing to hapen to you. She cares about everyone. she cares so much about you that she broke up with you to protect both of you from the alphas. She doesn't want them using the fact that you and kat are mates agaisnt either of you guys. she said if you weren't near each other that it would lower any possiblites of others finding out. She has been crying on my shoulder becuase she knew she hurt you and it's practically killing her." I all but yelled at him. I threw him up against the wall.
He looked shamefully at the floor. He deserved to be ashamed of himself.
"Scott, Tell Kat that I agree with her. Except that we need to at least secretly see each other or our wolves will weaken signifcantly." He tells me. I'm glad he has found some sense and realizes why kat did what she did.
"I will." I tell and start to leave.
"SCOTT!" he yells again. WHAT? I turn back around to face him.
"Yes derek." I ask. He hands me his shirt and cologne.
"What is this for?" I ask. I am confused. I don't want his shirt or cologne.
"It will make her feel better I promise." He tells me. he just made me feel like a complete idiot. I get an idea and run out to my car. i find kat's bottle of "Eau so sexy by victoria' secret" and her scarf and run back inside.
"Here derek take this. It is kat's perfume and scarf. It will make you feel better." I tell him.
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