I Missed You (O2L fanfiction)

Chapter 21

CAYLI'S POV

I woke up stillin Hayes' arms. I guess I just lightly drifted off to sleep. He didn't know I was awake so he was singing. He had a really good voice. He was singing "You Are My Sunshine".

I couldn't but laugh. I backed up and rubbed my nose. I like Hayes. A lot a lot. I looked at him and smiled. He smiled back. I then remember our conversation so my smile faded.

"I can't just say something like that and then not explain." I say to him. He nods.

"I started cutting at the end of 7th grade. That's when Sam moved out here, leaving me with my crappy parents. I started getting bullied because of it. And it got so bad, I treid cutting one day and liked it. So I kept doing un til all of this happened." I lifted my pajama pants up showing him a bunch of the scared on my thighs and then my arms. He gasps and tears filled his eyes. I pulled my pants legs back down and sat there. He kissed the scares, old and new, on my arms. I smiled slightly and then got serious again.

"I promise myself and Trevor that I wouldn't do it again. But I heard a conversation he was having with the boys this morning and it broke me. He said he had sex with Hailey. I hate Hailey." I say with discust in my voice. He laughs and yawns. So of course I do to.

We laugh and then I continue.

"I ran into the bathroom this morning and did this." I told him while I took the bandages off my arm. There was about 12 fresh scars on my wrist. They weren't really deep though. He started crying and I just sighed and got teared up myself.

I heard shuffling coming from across the hall, Trevor's room. I guess Hayes heard it too because he stood up. He looked at me and kissed my forehead. I walked out the door and into Trevor's. I was listening in on their conversation.

"How could you hurt such a sweet girl like that Trevor!!? What the hell?!!!" Hayes sccreamed.

"I didn't mean to hurt her. But she doesn't need me now. She has you. Take good care of her." Trevor says. I start crying right there. By myself. I run downstairs and grab Emilie, dragging her out the door. She gets her purse and keys. We leave and she starts driving down the road.

"What happened?" She asks me.

I sigh and say, "I told Hayes about everything with the cutting and stuff. He went to talk to Trevor and Trevor said he didn't mean to hurt me and that I don't need him anymore because I have Hayes. But that isn't true Emilie! I need him. I love him! I love Trevor." I say with tears falling down my face.

She pulls over at a Starbucks.

I look out the window and say, "I don't wanna go in like this." She pulls over to the drivethrough and we order. We start to leave and she says something that shocks me.

"Trevor loves you. He rold me one time. Me and him were talking and he went full on love mode. I think you need to talk to him Cay. I know you have to gain his trust back and stuff. But give him a chance okay?" Emilie says. She always knows how to comfort me.

We get back hom and walk in the door. Hayes and Trevor aren't in the living room so I go up to my room. Hayes is looking through something that I can't tell what it is.

I go to Trevor's room and knock. I heard a quiet "come in" so i enter.

There he is, looking depressed as ever. His eyes are bloodshot. He was tear stains on his cheeks. His eyes are puffy. His face is swollenand he keeps sniffling.

"Trevor, I-"