Second chances

Back story (chapter 1)

Jessica's pov

Let's start in 8th grade. Honestly 8th had a great beginning but a disappointing ending.

I have always admired calum hood since the beginning of middle school.

He was a tall handsome boy with brown hair and dark brown eyes and he always wore skinny jeans etc.

And me Jessica grace, I had long curly blonde hair that I straitened most of the time. I was kinda tall and I always wore leggings, converse and uggs.

Let's get to the point.

One day Calum came over to me and said "hey love your looking nice today."

"thanks your looking nice yourself." I said.

I noticed something he was holding is hands behind his back.

Then he took his hands from behind his back and he was holding pretty red roses. He handed them to me and said "Jessica grace will you please go out with me."

"Sure" I said

That was one of the happiest moment in my life. later on Calum and I became boyfriend and girlfriend. We went on dates every Week and got each other gifts.

He sounds like the perfect man until, one night I went over to his house to surprise him with some cookies I made for his birthday when I see him making out with a girl on his front steps.

After making out with that girl he some how saw me throw the cookies on the ground and run away. he started yelling my name but I kept running.

That whole night I couldn't stop crying and Calum wouldn't stop calling me.

I sobbed and sobbed Till I could no longer keep my eyes open.

I closed my eyes and dreamed about paradise with no worries no troubles and no one to break your heart.

In the morning I wake up early about 5:00 am and go to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror.

All I could think about was how nobody loves me, how ugly I was and the pointless meaning of life.

But I knew that I had to be strong, had to have confidence and had to show how Calum didn't hurt me. even tho he did.

I splashed water in my eyes which slapped me back In reality.

That day at school, Calum chased me down the hallway but I didn't look at him I went strait to my class.

I ate lunch by myself and didn't smile for the rest of the school year.

This situation made me really depressed. I didn't know if I could be happy again knowing that I had been cheated on. My trust for someone I loved went down the drain.

One night my phone rang. it was Calum. I did miss him a little and I haven't talked to him about the situation for almost 4 months.

When I pick up he says "Jessica, it's great to hear your voice again." I didn't reply, but I could hear the sadness in his voice.

He goes on about how he wasn't himself. he also said that he was sorry with all his heart, knowing that his heart must be small Cuz he cheated on me, I knew he was sorry but not fully sorry.

He asked about getting back together but if he was really sorry he would chase after the girl he really loves and find her heart and her trust again and that's all what this story is about.