Wildest Dreams

One sided?

A/n

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Chapter Thirty-Eight

Jimin's pov

2 months.... 2 months have passed. And here I am, still being problematic about my feelings. I cant get the courage to go to him and tell him! Everytime I try to do so, my legs will turn jelly and I'll lose the confidence!!! Ugh!!

Its a lot harder than I thought. This acting thing is affecting me big time! I accepted the role to act. But the act seems like its becoming real.... and i dont even know if he'll reciprocate my feelings.

I dont want a one-sided love. But, to me, it feels like its going to be that way. Whether I like it or not! If I have known that he was the one I'm going to act with, then maybe I should have declined!

But of course I cant! Hoseok's gonna grab my ear, pull it, till it fucking hurts!

*sigh*

Im just afraid that this love I have for him wont even make it. Can he even see the affection im showing him? Even Heaven can't help me with this right now.... nothing really lasts forever, i know that nothing of this will last forever.

We have been together for two months, staying under one roof temporarily till this movie is done, we have been "secretly friendly-dating" every time our shoot is finished. Not to mention the part that we have kissed a lot of times.

And cue the blush on my face.. tch.

My feelings are also not the only thing thats been bothering and confusing me!

What kind of "friends" kiss each other on the lips!? Make out at the background! Lets say.... we are friends with no label? With benefits? I dont know!

We haven't have sex! No! But I'm pretty sure there will be.. its part of the script. Sad that im gonna lose my virginity all for acting....

What are we, even?

"Jimin!"

"Ahh! Jungkook!"

I fell from my seat when he suddenly flung open the door, without even caring to knock first.

"Oops. Sorry, here let me help." He grabbed my arm and help me stand up. Now my butt hurts... i rubbed it to ease the pain away a little.

"Why are you here?" I asked, raising a brow at him.

"why not?"

"Jungkook!"

"Okay! Uhmm, lets hang out!"

"You mean by hangout is go out and eat on a fancy restaurant and then make out in the end?" I said continuously, not removing eye contact with him.

He smiled and cupped my cheeks, giving me a quick kiss on my lips, taking me off guard a little.

"I wouldnt wanna call it make out. Sounds dirty to me." He said softly, his face dangerously near mine.

"But isnt that what its called?" I asked, giving him that blunt look.

"No, its not. I dont want to call it that way."

"Then what do you prefer on calling it? If not making  out?" I challenged.

He rubbed his neck and lightly bit his lower lip, looking away from me.

"Just nothing, dont mind it. Cmon lets go! I dont wanna miss a day without you!" He left for the door and closed it after.

"Aren't we always together? We technically stay in one roof." I said to myself. Even if this is one sided, he still never fails to make my heart beat wildly for him.

I changed my clothes and checked myself on the mirror one last time before coming out of my room. I went downstairs and froze on my tracks when I saw him.

Damn! How can he be so,, hot!!

So tall and so handsome like, heck! He looks like a real bad boy, but even that he nails so well. Just how!?!? I feel so small compared to him.

I should be proud and confident with my own looks! Heck I'm a FAMOUS ACTOR! Everyone is dying to touch my face, to even lay a touch at the end of my hair!! But this man infront of me, just killed everything!

"I know I'm handsome and hot, but you dont have to drool angel." I was pulled back into my dirty imagination and wiped my mouth. Tsk, i am not drooling!

These past few months, he has also been calling me different names. I dont mind it tho, it makes me feel even more special to him. Not that I'm assuming that I have a place in his heart, i just wish I have.

"Whatever, lets go daddy~" if he can do this to me, well so can I!

Its not bad to tease, right?

I smirked when I saw him turn red. I walked near him and sling my arms on his.

"Let's go my man! Take me wherever you want to!" I said, acting like an adventure.

He chuckled and together we head out, onto another "date"......

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