Chapter 12

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Saturday..... May schedule kami ni Drake ngayon. Ngayon kami titingin ng bahay sa village na napili niya.

"Okay na to love no? Sakto lang yung laki para sating dalawa. Kitang kita pa yung road sa may terrace sa 2nd floor tapos sa bakuran naman maluwag."

He turned his gazed to me. "Are you sure? Because we're gonna buy it now."

I just simply nodded to him and he smile to me.

"May 3 bedrooms naman, tsaka may 2 comforr rooms, dining and kitchen. May laundry area na din. I think okay na to."

Inayos lang namin yung papers nung house and yunv payment. 50 50 kami sa pagbabayad ng house. Wala na din kaming poproblemahin sa bills dahil nagvolunteer parehas ang parents namin to pay those.

"Love. Lets drop by to the nearest drive thru here. Hindi pa tayo kumakain. Mag take out nalang tayo then sa condo ko tayo kumain."

"Okay love. Lets go." I answered.

Nag enjoy din naman ako sa paghahanap ng house. Kahit papaano nalimutan kong may problema ako. Hindi ko din sinabi kay Drake yon dahil baka makadagdag lang sa isipin niya.

Sunday. Nasa mall kami ngayon ni Drake para bumili ng mga gamit para sa bahay na binili namin kahapon.

"What size of bed do you want love?" Drake ask while looking on the beds infront of us.

"Bed sa room natin? I want it King size bed and then para dun sa remaining two bed rooms kahit queen size nalang love."

"Alright."

"And I want a bath tub love."

"Anything you want." He winked at me.

"I want the black sofa please." -Drake

"Black it is then. Should we get a coffee table?"

"Do you want it?" I just simply nodded at him.

After the long day we decided to eat sa condo ko. Nagluto lang ako ng adobo and them rice.

"I need to go love. May recit kami tomorrow. "

"Okay Love take care. I love you."

"Okay. I love you too." He kiss me on my forehead.

I just waved my hand at him hanggang sa mawala na siya sa paningin ko.

1 month na ang lumipas mula ng maayos namin ang bahay na binili namin. 3 days na kaming hindi nag uusap ni Drake. If you're asking why, eh dahil lang naman kay Amber.

I dont know exactly what happen pero the fact na pinagpalit niya yung schedule namin para mapuntahan si Amber, it really broke me into pieces. I know magkaibigan sila, mag ex na din sila pero bakit pakiramdam ko mas importante pa din si hipon kesa sakin.

Almost 30 minutes akong naghintay sa meeting place namin pagkatapos makakatanggap ako ng text message niya na hindi siya makakarating dahil kailangan niyang puntahan si hipon?

Like what the heck? Pinaghintay niya ko tapos hindi siya dadating and worst pupuntahan niya pa yon?

I know im being a brat since hindi ko siya pinag explain kung bakit niya pinuntahan si Amber or kung anong nangyari at kailangang siya yung pumunta. Nandon naman yung iba nilang friends. There's Ethan, Yuan and Alex so why Drake?

Nasa rest house namin ako ngayon para mag isip isip. Wala akong sinabihan sa mga pinsan ko kung nasaan ako dahil for sure tatanungin sila ni Drake. Araw araw siyang nagtetext at nagpupunta sa bahay para mag explain pero hindi ko siya pinapansin.

From Love:

Hey. Love where are you? Sabi ng mga maids niyo umalis ka daw? I ask your cousins pero hindi daw nila alam. Please reply. I want to explain.

Agad kong inoff ang phone ko dahil paniguradong tatawag siya. I cant talk to him right now. I know may kasalanan din ako kaya hindi ko pa alam ang sasabihin ko sa kanya.

Nasa sea shore ako ngayon. At kasalukuyang pinapanood ang sunset. I need to calm my mind dahil kapag hindi pa kami nag usap hindi ko na alam kung anong mangyayari sa relasyon namin.

I decided to play my guitar habang nasa dagat. It somehow helps me to be at ease.

I may have run out of songs to sing
i may have run out of words to say
but all that i want you to know is what i feel for you:
i love you
as endless as forever
our love will stay together
you're all i need to be with forevermore

there are times when i just want to look at your face
with the stars in the night
there are times when i just want to feel your embrace
in the cold of the night
i just cant believe that you are mine now🎶🎶🎶

Damang dama ko ang bawat lirikong binibitawan ko sa pagkanta ko. I didnt notice that tears are starting to fall down in the my cheeks.

you were just a dream that i once knew
i never thought i would be right for you
i just cant compare you with anything in this world
you're all i need to be with forevermore

all those years ive longed to hold you in my arms
i've been dreaming of you
every night, i've been watching all the stars that fall down
wishing you would be mine
i just cant believe that you were mine now🎶🎶🎶

I dont why pero si Drake lang ang laman ng isip ko ngayon. Iniisip ko lahat ng pinagsamahan namin. I know para akong loka loka na nag eemo dito at feeling break na kami pero hindu ko lang maalis sa isip ko yon na baka magsawa na siya dahil napaka pabebe ko.

time and again
there are these changes that we cannot end
sure a star that keeps going on and on
my love for you will be forevermore

wishing you would be mine
i just cant believe that you were mine now

you were just a dream that i once knew
i never thought i would be right for you
i just cant compare you with anything in this world
as endless as forever
our love will stay together
you're all i need to be with forever more
(as endless as forever
our love will stay together)
you're all i need
to be with forevermore 🎶🎶

After singing I decided to go back inside. Nakapag desisyon na ko. Makikipag ayos na ko kay Drake. Hindi ko kayang maghiwalay kami at hindi magkausap ng dahil lang sa isang bagay.

Hindi ko kayang mawala siya dahil......

Mahal na mahal ko siya...

To be continue.........

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