I was going to meet the whole group, like its amazing right? Oh No, what if i studder and make a complete fool out of myself again? Lets dont get negative now Caity. Becca was walking with Matthew , I wonder how that happened. Again, lets remember I'll eventually make a fool out of myself sooner or later. " okay, Everyone this is Caity." as Shawn introduced me to everyone else. "And this is Becca" Matthew Espinosa was bushing at my cousin. My Cousin. Blushing. "Hi" i said as I waved. Becca was overwhelmed. I am too, but im trying to act cool. If thats even possible for me. I doubt it. "I saw this -" I cut Taylor off. 'can I use your bathroom?" There i go making a complete fool. I interrupted Taylor Caniff. "Yeah" he wasn't frowning when he said it either, which i thought he would be. He was actually smirking at me. Why? Honestly I'm not pretty, beautiful. I'm just some girl that lies whenever someone asks if I'm okay/ Fine. I put a razor to my arm. I just sometimes jsut want to never wake up, and not get called an attention whore, I try not to pay attention. But its hard. Lets get off this subject, Okay? okay. I was walking to the bathroom. I really didnt need to use it. Whatever ya know. I pretended i went and came back. " I'm going to go and unpack for tomorrow. Nice meeting you guys." I waved and walked out of the room but a hand grabbed my arm.
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I decided to update cuz bored :) Merry christmas
