Living with a Nightmare

Chapter 9

Michael*

I figured she would say yes and just say yes and kiss me but this isn't the movies and she has her eye on one guy only... Zachary Baker

Zacky(WOAHHHH)*

I see Brittney driving home and stops at Jimmy's and jumps out.

She looks beautiful as always and I miss her so much. I cheated and I'll never have her again.

I decided to fuck this and went to Jimbo's house to talk about our upcoming album

Hopefully she won't leave cause I'm there

As I walk in I here "he asked me out but I don't have feelings for him. At least I don't think so"

Who asked out Brittney?!?

"Hey guys"

"Oh hey Zachary.." she said unthrilled

"Sorry Jimmy, I love you and I'm leaving so I'll text u Prince" she said with a smile and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"Bye Princess, I love you so much" he said back as she opened the door

Before I could blink Jimmy had me against a wall

"Out of all the times you come over its when she needed me you motherfucker" he screamed in my face

"I'm sorry I did it on purpose to see what she'd do" I said honestly

"GET THE FUCK OUT ZACHARY BAKER!!!!"

I ran out and went home and drank till everything went black

Brittney*

I went home and sat down next to Maria on the couch exhausted

"What happened?" She asked

I told her the whole story and she said do what feels right

I also found out she invited Ashton, Luke, Kellin and Vic over along with Matt

I ran to my room and grabbed my razor

One cut
Two cuts
Three

Soon I ended at at least 30 on my wrist

"Britt, friends are here."

I cleaned my arm and put tribal leggings on with fuzzy socks and Jimmys large hoodie

I ran down and hugged everyone and Vic seemed off

I went to turn and get a drink but he grabbed my wrist... The one I just cut and i yelped in pain and he let go and knew what I did and told me he needed to talk to me in my room now

"Cutting Brittney, really?"

I broke down right there and Vic called Jimmy and told him to rush

He bursted into the room and asked what happened

"Her wrists Jim look at her wrists" Vic said

My sleeves were yanked up and Jimmy started crying asking why I would hurt myself and I told him I couldn't do this and I want my old life with my tattoo job and my friends and how this wasn't me

Fame never attracted me and being so famous gave me anxiety

I deleted Twitter cause there was nothing positive.

Everyone told to back off whoever and kill my self or cut till I bled to death

I've been trying and nothing works and now I'm insane.

Jimmy held me tighter then ever and Vic sat there the whole time in tears...Jimmy promised to be back later and as soon as he left Vic ran up to me and hugged me and sang until I fell asleep

Vic*

This girl in my arms was so light it was scary and I couldn't help but love her so much

Everything about her attracted me and apparently a lot of other guys like Kellin, Ash, Michael, Zach, and Luke

Sadly everyone knows who she likes ms that's Zach

I decided it was best if I just relaxed and let everything play out. I myself fell asleep with her wrapped around me like I was her protection.

I was very okay with do that'

I turned my music on and tangled in the Great escape came on and it describes Brittney and I couldn't let her be tourtured

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Well I'm sorry...my Christmas was aggravating but over and every time I wrote my mom took my phone so I'm sorry bumblebees

(Btw that's Lauren )

I get to See Breaking Benjamin in February and I'm excited... I'm hitting front so woohoo

Love you all

Stay beautiful

~Britt Britt armpit~