Hananene - I need you now.

🦋C H A P T E R. 2🦋

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Hello and welcome to chapter 2 of "I need you now" :D
(This chapter corresponds of the Faeries Arc)
Title: "Yousei-san, the thief"

This chapter is very long, expect the other chapters to be as long!

Psychological fact: The average high school kid today shows the same level of anxiety as the average psychiatric patient in the 1950's.

⚠️Warning! ⚠️ This chapter contains mentions of panic attacks!
The mentions start and stop at the signs.
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Previously :
As she walks past the gate, Hanako was still on his favorite spot of the bathroom, the windowsill, observing her.
Once she was out of sight he sighs.

"What should I do now?" He wonders, pulling his knife out of his chest. He stares at it for a good minute before he puts it back to where it used to be.
"I really need to get rid of this habit." He mutters under his breath while he tried to sleep.

Yashiro for the first time in ages could sleep peacefully so when her alarm howled the next morning she was in a good mood.

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Yashiro extends her arm towards the origin of the annoying sound of her alarm. When she felt it against her hand she raises this one before smashing it on the clock, shutting it.
She straightened up while stretching her arms with a yawn. No matter how she is used to this and no matter how great she slept last night, waking up early to go to school was stressful and annoying.

But before she could even think of sitting up, she pops down on her soft bed with a sigh.
"I don't wanna go out!" She groans, putting her head back on her fluffy pillow with exasperation. "Come on Yashiro you only have to bear 1 more day before staying at home for a whole day!" She convinces herself, putting all of her will to separate her head from her pillow.

She winces. "Now to get... up..." She struggles as she forces her legs to swing at the side of the bed, sitting up. "Screw it." She thought before she lets herself fall flat on the floor, making a rather loud thud. Her neighbor shouts to be quiet as it was only 6 am in the morning.

But Yashiro ignores the comment and start to crawl outside her room, pausing every 10 seconds. But surprisingly, she still manages to put on her uniform and to pack all the things she needs to go to school. She sighs loudly, getting on her knees.
"I have to stand up." She thinks, standing up while grasping the wall beside her to balance herself.
(Yashiro the spider episode 1-)

When she was satisfied, she walks or rather limp to the door and start to distances herself from her house, chewing on a bread she had found on the table.

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She feels like throwing up.

Yashiro was shaking rather violently as she felt everyone looking at her like she was an insect that needed to be exterminated.
Laugher was already starting.

She hates it when everyone stares at her or mostly her legs she always felt sweaty and on the verge of tears.
She gritted her teeth in an attempt to block the sound of sobbing in her throat.

That's why she hates large crowds.
1. They were people and this itself was already bad enough. (Mood)
2. They stared at her, horrible. (Mood #2)
3. They were all so close to each other that they could smell each other, that was disgusting but the worst is that they could touch each other. And this was the death of her. (Mood #3)