In-between

Chapter 2

My eyes were practically blind from the light that was shinning directly at me from the slightly agape curtains. I rubbed my lids as I pushed myself to climb out of bed my body threatening to fall from the lack of sleep my eyes begging to be closed but I forced myself to make it to the washroom and opened the door without thinking someone might be in here.  But when I heard Harry’s voice sing in the shower I rolled my eyes and pushed the lid open and started peeing.
After I yelled at Harry to hurry up he told me there are about 5 bathrooms in the cabin and he claimed I chose this one on purpose. He even offered for me to join him making me giggle. If I wasn’t so infatuated with Dylan I would’ve   actually liked the idea of him and me together. I laughed at his expense before warning him one more time before I exit the bathroom and tried to find other ones he promises are completely free.
When I turned around I jumped back biting the scream that was bound to slip out from the scare he gave me. His face was free of all emotions sporting a straight face his hands crossing over his chest as his eyes stare at me with so much anger I can’t help but think of the dark thoughts that refused to leave my mind and they were portraying the way he was acting now.
“Oh God you scared me Dylan I didn’t even hear you come.” I breathe out my hands flying to my heart to somehow stop it from jumping out.  His glare hasn’t faltered when he opened his mouth to respond. “I’m sure you did last night.” Was his simple response turning me from the inside out.

Out of all the things he could say he chose to remind me of the night I had. Why would he ever tell me that last night was fun for him? As if mocking me he was enjoying himself while knowing I had to stay up all night forced to hear the one thing I run away from. “Is Harry in there?”He asked his voice coming out in angry spurts.
His face void pretending he didn’t just break my heart with those words. I nodded. He stepped a little closer as his eyes trailed up my body. “What were you doing in there with him?” he asked getting a little edgier as every word left his pink plump lips. 
“Umm what do you mean what was I doing in there? I’m not telling you.” I frown confused as to why he would ask me what I was doing in the washroom. “Because I need to know if you guys were doing stuff in there and if you are_”
“You were going to interrupt that? What if we were? What is it to you and what makes you think I’ll answer any of your questions?”  I don’t know where all this frustration was coming from but once I started I couldn’t stop.
“You accused me of being a whore and then you ask me if I was doing the same thing you thought I was doing last night in here? And then you also meddle in someone else’s business. What gave you the right to ask any of these personal questions and why do you care if I did what you think I did because it’s fine when you do it right? Forcing me to hear every breath that was exchanged between you two as you fucked her over and over again” I exhale heavily as I finished my rant.

He stares at me with the same look he had when I first turned around “Nothing. It absolutely means nothing to me if you’re fucking Harry and I don’t care if all you do is sleep with guys but I want to know if my best friend is also in it.” he spits venomously making my eyes go wide in disbelief.
The guy I pictured as an angel, the guy I thought I love more than breathing stands here insulting me without knowing the full story and it frustrates me how childish he was being. He has been spending all day with Emma and she’s clearly rubbing off on him. “Then ask your best friend you obviously care for.” I sigh the energy leaving me as last night’s sleep started catching up to me and I suddenly felt like I couldn’t stand on my own anymore.
I shook my head in disbelief at him and practically run to my room closing my eyes as I leaned on the back of the door my back hitting it with a heavy thud.
I eye my bed calling out for me as I contemplate on just leaving everything and crawl back into it but decided against it when I remind myself that this is Hawaii and I don’t always get a one week break and I also told myself that a couple of hurtful words from Dylan are not going to get to me even though I viewed him as an angel who knew nothing bad but I guess that’s what you do when you like someone right? Give them the benefit of the doubt?