To Listen

Nobody Knows - Russ

Yeah, yeah

Mask up my pain
Hold back my tears
I'm goin' insane
Nobody knows
All by myself
Let the rain hit me
I'm goin' insane, nobody knows

Yeah, I take another shot (shot)
Tryna just forget all the negative
Devil laughin', meanwhile God explaining the benefits
Listen, financial freedom
Come and go as you please
Arenas packed out
Plus a bunch of hoes on their knees
You got your mom a house
Yeah, I know it seems bittersweet
Because your parents separated
You thought money sewed seams

Now you think it's your fault
You enabled the breakup
But that's the power of money
Now you just funding the makeup
With the same tool that brought it down
Tell the waiter I don't want no ice
I just want tequila
I don't want it watered down
Everything I bought for y'all
I figured that I bought a crown
I figured that y'all know that you can get it since I got it now
I saw this goin' differently
I be lookin' at the seven year old me 
Like don't come visit me
The public took the fun away
You've been robbed of all of your innocence
I'm talkin' to myself, I hope I'm listening, damn

Mask up my pain
Hold back my tears
I'm goin' insane
Nobody knows
All by myself
Let the rain hit me
I'm goin' insane, nobody knows

Juggling the inside and outside heavy
I might call a ex-chick and drink some Henny
Starting out my day with some shit already
Answering the phone like I'm pissed already
Media is lyin', gettin' used to it
Crucifying me, I need a crucifix
Guess I look the part, so I might as well
Heaven's where you get 
When you fight through Hell
People keep slandering, but I can't respond
Because if I do, y'all call me crazy, sayin' my focus is wrong
I'm feelin' fed up, yeah
This isn't natural, no
Keep it together, let it fall apart in music
I can't let them see the pain
When I'm the one that gets them through it
This some real life shit, no
Sometimes I feel like shit, yeah

Mask up my pain (yeah)
hold back my tears
I'm goin' insane
nobody knows
All by myself
Let the rain hit me
I'm goin' insane, nobody knows