"Living an Otaku Dream" { A Detective Conan fan fiction}

What would you do ?

Hello everyone! Sorry but this is not an update.( don't hate me )
My cousin sayed to me today than she was cheatedby her friends and she was facing bullying .
I didn't know what to say in that moment so I just cried. After talking to her I finally said something that I have never said to my family before. I didn't tell cause I didn't want them to know that I'm weak , I didn't want to disappoint them. But I think you will understand me so I'm telling only you .
I told her that I knew that feeling,  feeling all alone, getting bullied and all . I have changed 6 schools in total , my parents wanted me to ho to tye best one , but no matter how much we search we couldn't find one so we ended up switching schools. Because I changed schools I couldn't make friends. I  tried so hard but I couldn't. My teachers would be mean , the classmates would bully me and I would had bad grades. After changing three schools I  gave up . I gave up making friends, I gave up learning , I gave up on anything. She just looked at me in the eyes  and said what happened then ?
I said to her . Have you ever been alone ? Do you know the feeling of eating alone ? Have you seen other girls speaking about birthday parties or sleeping at each other's house  but you were never invited? Do you know how much it sucks when people look at you like you are a freaking loner?
I never had a real friend . They all just hit you in the back . You know? I even tried suicide. I got a kitchen knife in my hand and I was staring at it .I put in my wrist but I couldn't do it . Why ? Cause I thought it would be stupid to die because of other people. I thought about the people that I would leave behind . I thought about my parents hard time of raising me . I still had my pride you know . I didn't like losing in a fight. Did you fight back ? Yes I did! And believe me or not I even fought a high schooler when I was in 8 grade . I fighted my bullies, since 1 grade .My parents raised me to fight for myself,  so I would always hit them or curse them when they do the same. Theres only one person that I really want to hit. My first and second grade teacher . She would always offend me or hit me .But I couldn't fight back cause I was scared of her .
Then I told my cousin a BTS quote.

I said to her that I have experienced so many things that you and other people can't imagine but people go and people come , but you will still be you !
She asked me if hate my parents for changing schools . But I don't,  they didn't for my own good and I love them for that . It's true that I never celebrated my birthday with my friends , I was never invited to a birthday party or a sleepover or go shopping like the other girls I see , it's true I didn't had a childhood like the other people but they are other people,  I  will not throw my family away beacuse of trivial things. There are people who had and are experiencing worst things . I just smiled that I have a family that lives and keep me by their side. She hugged and said that I was the coolest person ever and all the girls that didn't want to be friend with me are blind or stupid. I was just blushing and laughing. Then we heard BTS . You know what ? BTS has really helped me in my worst times.I could say that they saved me .I really love them for that. If you haven't  heard any of BTS songs you should,  they really know how to make you smile. Oh and this is a true story ! It happened today . What would you like to say to my cousin? And what is your worst experience?
I really hope to see your story and help you. I love you guys!
( please hear the song that I putted in here )