I awaken with a sudden gasp of air, not being able to breath in my sleep. I set up looking around me, I was in the same bed and house I was in last night.
"what happened last night." I asked myself wondering why I wasnt home..
I stood up, trying to hold my balance. And walked out of the bedroom I was in, I found Chaz and a couple guys that must have spent the night.
" Hey, what happened?" I said with some anger in my voice. Pissed that I wasnt home yet.
Chaz looked at his guys and walked to me grabing my arm and pulling me down stairs behind him.
"Hey.! What the hell is your problem.." I said snatching my arm out of his tight grip after we reached the kitchen.
He pointed at me, he looked furious "Last night, do you remember what you did?!"
I looked down not wanting to remember.
" You took herione, the same herione that your body couldnt handle." He said holding my chin.
" so what, why didnt you just take my home." I said not making eye contact.
" becasue I need to talk to you." he said reaching for my hands.
" About? " I just wanted to go home.
" Ivy.."
He took a breath
" Uhh, last night. When we...ya know" his voice fadded off.
" what is it chaz.." he was wasting time that I could be climbing into my window.
" okay well long story short, Ivy you're probably pregnant."
I looked at him with anger, fear, disappointment...
"well, we will get through this together right.?" I couldn't do this by myself. Not a baby..
He let go of my hands and steeped away looking at his feet with his hands in his pants pocket. " No, I'm to young for a baby."
He looked up at me "sorry ivy."
I took what was left of my energy and yelled at him " un-fucking believable" I chuckled out the hurt, not that anything was funny.
I ran upstairs grabbing my things and running back down stairs unlocking the door. Looking back at Chaz who was biting his thumb, standing his ground trying to make me look like the bad person. I looked at the door again before turning the knob.
" I'm going to get an abortion " and with those harsh words, I walked out slamming the door behind me.
~sorry its short, ive got school tomorrow.. There will be more tomorrow though :D ~
