We're Friends, Right?

chapter 8

TRIGGER WARNING: blood, cutting, suicide attempt

POV Roman

        I ran upstairs but before I could reach Pattons door I felt a cold hand go over my mouth.

        I know its Patton, he's the only that would do such a thing. He looked at me. "If you say anything to anyone, I. Will. Kill. You."

        I turned around and smiled at him, speaking very calmly "I'm not scared of you. You only eat cookies everyday you are very much weak,"

        Patton looked at me shocked and went into his bedroom and slammed the door.

        I ran downstairs and went to Thomas "Give me the pills," I said firmly.

        Without a word he handed them over. But when I looked at the bottle it was way less full then when I saw them earlier.

POV Virgil

         I dont know what was happening I was so scared for no reason. I was just laying there on Tumblr when I started to freak out.

         I tried to think of what I was reading and looking at to see if there was anything that was triggering me but there was nothing.

        I sat there and tried to stay clam. I knew if I was able to call Deceit he could calm me down.

        I grabbed my phone and started to dial his number when all of the sudden the line cut out.

        I was freaking out even more now. I have no one to help me which meant no one cared enough to help me.

        Thoughts started to rush through my head. I wasn't good enough for anyone, no one cares about me, the world would be better of without me.

         I went to the closet and grabbed out my knife. I started cutting my wrist one slit at a time before I thought that was not good enough.

         I walked to my closet and grabbed a rope. I began to tie it around a fan that was right over my desk so it would be more easy to kick the chair out from underneath me.

        I placed the rope around my neck then kicked the chair out form underneath me.

         I hang there waiting for someone to care about and come see if I was ok but that never happened. I looked in the mirror saw myself start to turn purple.

POV Logan

          I was worried about Pattons behavior so I wanted to go talk to Virgil and see how he was doing. I knew how bad Patton has been to him.

         I walked into his room and stopped dead in my tracks. I let out a  scream as if I was being murdered.

         Everyone came in a helped me get Virgil down he was unconscious but still had a pulse. I looked at him with tears in my eyes and called Deceit, knowing he would be the only one able to help Virgil.

         Thomas summoned us downstairs to ask what happend. I tearfully told him.

         "Virgil tried to take his own life cause of your selfishness,"

         "He has done so much for you guys and this is how you repay him? With taking anxiety pills"

         "You are all sick"

         I walked out of the room and back upstairs to sit with Virgil.

AN

Howdy, it is I here to say, happy late pride month oops -Major