STRUGGLE- the SILENT Story Of Salesgirl

CHAPTER - 2

"Never have regrets because at one point everything you did in life was exactly what you wanted"

After realizing myself in depression due to not getting job,I decided to change my field because I was getting irritated while I was sitting ideally at home,which was worst feeling i have ever felt, I was realizing that may be this field is not made for me,I will look for something else which can at least can occupy my brain.i can do any job now.i am very needy for doing some job.

I started looking for job on all portals, but every job placement agency offered me paid service which was not affordable for me.so they never entertained me.i don't know why they are asking money from a person who is having own problems to face.i cannot pay money for job.but I was so needy. I couldn't able to help myself.it is my last option if I couldn't able to find job by myself then i have to look for this option.

One day when I was looking newspaper to find job for me.that page was full of job vacancies, after watching this many job there was a huge smile on my face when I have read all jobs, one of the bakery was looking for waiters,someone was hiring back office operator,some were looking for accounts.there were some companies were having bulk Interview.I got excited for this all jobs. I have started calling for all companies and started scheduling interviews.when i was doing this scheduling.

My eyes stuck to one article which was on the corner of the page.there i have seen one reputed company's article.they were looking for sales employee.after watching that advertisement I didn't considered it for my self,because sales was not the job which I was looking for and I was having misconception that sales is the field where we have to beg to everyone to sell our product.
So I kept searching for other job advertisement, after giving interview in eight different companies,I have not found anything, some companies directly told me that they didn't like my profile, some of them are not interested to keep me in their organization,i was getting upset with all Denial,I am not that much incapable to do any job nor I am the person who cannot get set in any atmosphere but still people are rejecting me. Am I having any problem? Is there any chances that I will get job ever?, I was getting disappointed with these rejections May god help me.
I called to next company.

"Sorry mam,that requirement was filled, better luck for the next time, have a good day,"after listening this
Tears streaming from my eyes which I was holding from so long.i didn't bother them to wipe from my face.this was my last option of the day.now what to do? Why I am getting this many problems to find a single job for me.i started doubting on my own skills my knowledge.

Whole incidents were coming in front of my eyes.my efforts are getting waste, what is the use of distinction If I am unable to search job for me.after callings and finding jobs. I was very much tired. I started calling to all my friends who were searching job or who is having already job.i started collecting references.but again there is no use.they all were having family contacts and they are working for some relatives of company. Unfortunately I m not that much lucky..!

After so much thinking i slept with tears and frustration.again on second day I have seen 2-3 news paper and called the companies..but again response is same.
There is again same advertisement of sales of the same well-known company.again I wanted to ignore but I was not having any other option,I need to talk with this company now.with the name of god I called to the Landline number of company.

"Hello....!!"

"Hi,This is pooja..I have seen one advertisement of your company, just wanted to know that, the requirement is still there of sales?" Oh god.please please please...I want this job please god please please please.....(prayer was going on)

After a pause there is a sound on other side.
"Yes..mam we do have that requirement,when can you come for interview?"thank god..thank you so much.

"I will come tomorrow at 11 AM. is it fine?"

"Let me check with manager mam,hold on for a minute"

"Ok" god god god...what if her manager will not be there..?what is he denies to meet me?what if the requirement is closed?All negativity starts to surround me God please help me...

"Hello....?? Are you there Miss Pooja?" I was lost in my thoughts,and I realized that the call is still going on.

"Yes..Yes..please tell me what he said?"

"Mam..sir wants to take you interview today only,he won't be available tomorrow..is it fine if you can come by 6 pm?"

I don't want to loose this job interview.it is 2 pm in afternoon, I have to make it today itself..

"Ok..I will be there before 6pm. Thank you"

As much as I want this job..I am more nervous about this interview.there were negative thought running in my brain.i stop behaving like a teenage kid and  collected all thoughts and trying to be positive.

I thought only one thing sales is not my priority but I will give my 100% to achieve everything.max to max what will happen,I will loose this job.if I will loose I will try some other opportunities but if I will get this job..I will do whatever it needs to make it  successful.

After roaming in my thoughts I was getting ready for Interview.there was a small black bagpack I was having.in which I packed bunch of resume,I don't know how many persons will conduct the interview.last time when I went for the interview there were 3 interviewer and they asked me 3 resumes.and I was not having that many resume,I carried only one resume.so I should not repeat my mistake,I kept one water bottle in my backpack, I don't know how much wait I have to do.i carried my last year's project in soft and hard copy.may be I will need it.

In a simple kurti and small bindi I was looking good.while I was making ponytail I was speaking to myself.making myself confident that I can crack this interview. In a full view mirror I observed one more time before leaving the home. My father was standing at door watching what I was doing,there was a smile on his face.i step towards him with a hug I told to him "I will get this job today."
With a small kiss on my forehead my replied with confirmation
"I know, you will do it. I have confidence on my daughter she will do it."
With a small squeeze and smile, i went out.

Talking with my father always gives me some strength,he was one of the good support of my life, sometimes I think if I will go somewhere out what I will do without him.anyways,I have to focus on my interview.

I checked one more time my bag before getting into the building. There was a round stairs which was going on 1st floor
I couldn't able to find lift.i asked someone and he guided me towards the lift. I pressed number 4 for fourth floor,that lift was not having mirror but I can see my reflection.i take a glance on myself.i was looking good and confident. As I get out of the life there are two main offices, one is of CA and second one was having holding with the name DREAM CREATION,  where I have to go for an interview.Before opening the door I collected all my thoughts and keeping one perfect confident smile on my face.

When I entered in that room I got shocked. There was no one, Reception table was empty.i was asked to come before 6 pm and it's just 4:30 pm.i am not late but I was before on time.

I asked loudly."Hello,Is there anyone?"
No one is responding.

What the hell is going on?