데뷔 || Debut

Halfway there

"Wow" Doyeon stares at me in disbelief. She stares at me no longer with the look of anger but rather sympathetic. She placed her hands on my shoulder and brought me in for a hug. Her hug was filled with warmth and I knew she was no longer angry at me. Even though I did not want her to feel sympathetic towards me I knew that I also did not want her angry.

"So now you know the truth. I'm sorry for keeping it from you girls for so long. I just didn't know how to tell you all. I did not want you guys to feel sorry for me and for my upbringing. Yeah, my brothers and I had a pretty messed up childhood but look at where we are now. We are going places because we never gave up."

"Are you planning to tell the other girls?"

"Not yet. I will soon but not here I feel like in Argentina we have already gone through so much."

She giggles, "I understand and I will support you on your decision just know that they definitely won't take it the same way I did. And I will act like I didn't know just so they think I was also clueless."

We both laughed and nodded. Argentina went in a blur we continued filming our show and everything was back to normal. Doyeon kept asking about my brothers wanting to get to know them and reluctantly I introduced them threw a FaceTime call. Doyeon was so excited and said they all looked so cute and small-according to her.

Who would have thought they would get along so well but I'm not even surprised-we are talking about Doyeon the most bubbly girl in the group.

-Days later-
"Unnie so I was thinking you know how you have to tell the other girls about your brothers?"

I nod as we are both packing after our concerts in Argentina. After the first one everything went smoothly we were off and ready to go to the big city. New York.

"I was thinking the best way to tell them is by having them ask you directly?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean have your brothers show up on the news article. Just like Hyun Joon showed up for the JYPP magazine. Hyunjin and Sunhee already think they look familiar to you so they are already one step closer!"

"I don't know...I'm not ready for that yet. I know I told you I would but I'm just too nervous about how they will react especially after the way you reacted."

"See I'm dramatic everything hurts me but those girls will listen to you and not just ignore you as I did so you don't have to fear."

The way she said it made it feel like it would be a whole lot easier. Doyeon was right what did I have to fear. Unlike her the other girls aren't dramatic they will all probably look at each other and just say calmly why haven't you told us.

"You're right I have nothing to fear. I will tell Yoongi to make a plan for me. In where they might see each other in public so Dispatch may see them and take pictures."

"That's a good plan unnie. I'm sure Yoongi would be cool by that."

We finally finished packing and I called Yoongi before we headed down to the front desk.

"Yoongi!"

"Y/n how are you? I'm sorry for not calling this whole week. How was Argentina?? I miss you so much it's already been two months. You are still missing four more."

"It's okay I've been just as busy from interview to interview, so I would not have been able to answer your call either. Argentina is great we are already packing we can't believe the weeks pass by so fast, don't worry we will see you soon I miss you and love you."

"Is everything alright?"

"Why wouldn't it be?"

"You sound kind of worried."

"Well, I am a little."

"What's on your mind?"

Silence.

"Y/n~ are you going to tell me or just stay in this silence?"

I sighed, "You're right I should tell you. Doyeon already knows about my brothers and the girls already suggested we look alike."

"That's great! You can tell them now! Right?"

"I'm nervous. And I was wondering if you can help me out with one last push."

"Baby you know I would love to help you but only if you promise me you really will tell them."

"I promise."

"Okay, so what is the plan."

Yoongi surprisingly agreed to the whole thing. He said it was a good idea he already want to take out his and I quote "brothers in law" out for dinner. I noticed the tone in his voice of excitement-he was actually excited for everyone to finally know about my brothers. I can't even imagine how my brothers will feel.

"Thank you for doing this Yoongi I mean it."

"For you, I would do anything. Because I love you."

"I do too."

It always surprises me when he says I love you sometimes I say it out of nowhere but when he says it, it sends butterflies through my whole body.

I hang up and Dotson walks out of the bathroom, "Well that was a long talk. I love youu~" she started mimicking and making kiss sounds.

"Ya! I don't do the same for you and Xu!"

We both laugh together and look out the window seeing the sun start setting.

Our manager knocks on the door coming in, "Girls we are ready to go meet us down in 10."

"Wait, manager! Before you go I have to ask you did you know about y/n and her brothers? I didn't have time to ask you because you always run around but now is my chance!"

He hesitantly looks over at me and I nod. He sighs and smiles, "I knew the moment I joined you girls. Bang Shi Hyukk told me himself about y/n and her family."

"I didn't know he knew until he told me a few months ago," I say nonchalantly seeing her face of surprise. 

She sighs and shakes her head, "At least I'm not the last person to know."

Her laugh was so contagious I joined in with her. I feel relieved that at least one more person knows the truth. Every time someone new finds out I feel like no more secrets are hidden.

When we were at the airport we all laughed together and it felt like we were a real family. This tour even though we are halfway there has given me hope that Dreamlike will stay the group it is for a long time.