데뷔 || Debut

Secrets hidden

"Well, that went great." Heejin went inside the car sighing putting on her glasses and scrolling through our phone. 

"Unnie you didn't say everything you were planning to say though. Some of it was winged. You didn't want to say everything we practiced right?" She looked at me as I simply sat quietly looking out the window. 

"You do know people are already commenting about your comment." Yuju peeked through the backseat to look at the comments on the phone.

What's the point in looking at them? They were all going to say y/n did the right thing she shouldn't date her friend's man. Or like I knew she wasn't going to date Suga.

I pulled out my phone. Of course, it blew up tweets directed at us, and most of all my messages. 

"You know Bang Pd only wanted this done because nothing was officially said about anything. We just left it as it was. I promise that I will talk to Pd about this so he can get this fixed."

"It's okay. I've been trying to avoid Yoongi knowing that I was going to say this. I'll talk to him." 

We drove in silent the rest of the ride until we got back to the dorms. It wasn't normal for us to be this quiet but I did think it was the right thing. We were all very anxious and nervous so it's natural now we are quiet.

Right? Ugh, I wish Beomgyu was here he would have told me what to do. I can't believe they are on there tour right now. 

"Let's go to our room. We need to talk. Together." Yuju placed her hand on my shoulder and I nodded. 

At the room

"So as we know we will be going on our mini-tour. We all need to prepare we can't have these critiques bringing us down." Yuju sat at the end of the room looking at all of us. 

"She's right. We need to show that we are strong. I'm sorry for letting this get the best of me."

"Unnie the reason she says this is because you didn't say everything you were going to. You didn't say you were dating Taehyung." 

"I wasn't going to say a lie. If I said about Taehyung that would break Yoongi's heart especially if I didn't tell him."

"You're right. But the thing is we need everyone to not think we are jumping from person to person."

"Listen. I promised Yoongi I would never reject him. I just did that nationwide. Yuju unnie I love you but Yoongi is probably so confused right now. Girls I love you all once we go on tour everything will get better. I promise."

Everything will get better. Yuju and Yoongi will have a natural breakup post sharing that they have their differences. But the thing is how are we going to say that now I am. 

"Y/n go talk to him. Explain to him about what's going to happen you already know what will go down. Don't leave him in the dark. No more lies." 

"You're right. No more lies."

At least the one of my siblings I'll just keep for a bit longer. 

"I'll go look for Yoongi. The rest of you thank you for everything. And rest we had a long day today and tomorrow is even busier."  

They all nodded and went in for a group hug. They were all so sweet. They deserve the best. They're right no more secrets. 

I went to look for Yoongi the first place I could think of was their dorm. I knocked. No answer. I knocked louder. 

Taehyung walked out and saw me, "Y/n I glad you didn't say our part in your interview." He smiled brightly and wrapped me into his arms, "Thank you..."

He let go and smiled, "I guess you are looking for Yoongi-hyung ?"

I nodded as he pointed towards the piano room. The place where we always have our alone time. 

I smiled patted his shoulders, "Tell the boys that I say hello."

I walk to the room and hear him play his eyes are closed which means he's concentrated. 

Walking in silently I tried to not bother him. "So you came." He stopped playing and turned towards me. 

"Uh...I did."

He smiled making space on the seat for both of us. He didn't say a word. But his eyes said everything.

"So I guess you saw all that right?" I sheepishly smiled as he flicked my forehead, "When you smile like that I can't even be mad at you."

I hugged him and smiled, "So how was I?"

"Well besides that one comment you did amazing. All of us were nervous especially since it was like your first interview after the accident."

"Well I had all of you watching me I couldn't let you down."

His gummy smile showed as he wrapped his arm over my shoulder. 

"But you seem worried. What's on your mind?"

I sighed and chuckled, "I guess you are still able to notice when something is bothering me."

He nodded and tilted his head almost like a kitten that's curious. 

"You won't like this."

"It's that bad huh?"

"I don't think we should date. At least publically. Everyone still thinks you are dating Yuju. And even after you guys break up I can't just go right in and date you. That's a foul move on my side."

He sighed and stayed silent. He was thinking. 

"You're right. And I agree. But why all of a sudden?"

"Because. I am tired of having to constantly say I am not dating you even though I am. Even though Yuju knows no one outside of our world knows. And I don't want to keep it a secret. But for now, I do not think this is the right idea."

"So does this mean we are not dating again?"

"No. It just means we can not be together for a while."

He nodded silently and placed his head on my shoulder, "At least I will still be able to see you. And kiss you at least when people don't see us."

"We will be going on tour soon. And I already heard you guys are planning your comeback. It's about to get hectic for Bighit."

"It's sad we will all basically be out of the building for a while."

"That doesn't mean we won't see each other. I promise to facetime you even if its just to say good night."

"You are too cute. You make me just want to-"

He brought his hands to my cheeks and our face closer he was beet red and I could already hear the pounding in my heart, "I know already kissed you but it still feels like a dream every time I do."

I gave him a peck and smiled, "It's not a dream. And it won't be. I promise this will all change soon."

-To be continued-