Love Last Forever...Or does it?

chapter 4

sorry abou the spelling mistakes :) xxx

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School was slowly coming to an end everything seemed to fly by it was so scary thinking that we only have a week left of school forever there would be no going back after all these years it would be over! I couldn't imagine it so I tried to ignore the fact as I found it quite terrifying.

In English today though it was last period and our third to last day of school we had to write about all our memories of school of course most of the classes were like four pages as we all had so many memories but as I began writing I started to cry! Yes I know how embarrassing!!! Everyone starred at me and I told the class it was that my pet had died my teacher gave me some time outside.

As I sat there I saw something that broke my heart, I saw Joe walking along and as I was about to say hi Tessa Milburn walked up to him and put her shiny lips to his and he wrapped his arms around her!!

Tears began streaking uncontrollable down my face as my heart broke into two I knew I wasn't good enough for him I mean why would I be I was a nobody and he was the most popular guy in school l it made sense for him to go out with the most popular girl in school I can't believe I didn't see it.

He was cheating of course! I whipped the tears away ran back inside the class grabbed my bag and stuffed my books into my bag then I ran out ignoring the stares I got from the class and the teacher yelling at me what could she do there were three days of school left for crist sake.

When I got outside Joe and Tessa where no longer kissing they were stood there talking and she was begging him for something. I shoved right pass them tears pouring down my face I walked out into the rain and headed home I walked all the way it was a half an hour walk so quite an achievement in the pouring rain.

I got home just as the lightning started and was glad no one was home. I ran into my room dumped my school bag turned up my music and got into some dry clothes I then collapsed on my bed in tears a sob broke though my chest and I didn't move not even after the rain had stopped at my phone rang five time I just ignored it to upset to care about anything.

When I finally looked at my phone I saw 10 new messages from Joe I didn't even read them there was 3 messages from my dad telling me that Blake was at a friend's and he was staying the night in Napier so he wouldn't be back for 2 days I replied saying okay and I was glad to have the house to myself I then saw the 5 messages from Madison asking me how I was as she had heard I left school early I said I was fine and I just felt ill. I also had 4 missed calls from Joe which I deleted and headed into the kitchen to make some dinner not that I was really hungry it was just something to do.

when I was eating dinner Joe called twice which I ignored until I heard a knock on the front door I curiously got up and went to get the door when I opened it I saw Joe standing there I nearly burst into tears but I managed to stand there and say in an ice cold voice "what do you want?" he looked at me puzzled "let me rephrase that" I said "shouldn't you be making out with your girl friend Tessa!" he looked even more confused "your my girl friend" he replied

"Are you sure cuz that's not what it looked like today at school!!" "what are you talking about??" he asked " I'm talking about you and Tessa kissing at school I saw you I got let out of class because i-i just did! But I saw you to having quite a nice time together so I hope you're happy!" I yelled my voice breaking with emotion. With that I slammed the door in his face.

I sunk down against the door my hands on my head as I broke down in tears I heard a knock on the door again but I ignored it "please Ashley please let me explain please!" he begged but I just sat there crying not moving an inch eventually I feel asleep there and woke up to the sound of my phone alarm going of I got up and had a shower which helped me feel better but I was regretting school so much I was thinking of just staying home but no I thought that will be worse as the next day I will have to go "better get it over and done with" I mumbled to myself and then got into my uniform grabbed my bag and headed out the door to endure what might possibly be the worst day of my life!!

I arrived at school just before the bell as I had to walk again. I went straight to my frits lesson lucky I didn't have to see Joe till third period but as I walked into the class I could feel his eyes on my I pretended not to notice and sat at my seat in the back of the class the teacher put on a film and left us to watch it. The film was mean girls everyone sat there eyes on the screen as I must say this was like the best movie we had watched in school all year. But as soon as the bell rand everyone bustled out the class.

I went straight to my locker put my books away and as much as I wanted no one to be there when I turned around of course he was "we need to talk" he said "there's nothing to say" I replied " well I have heaps to say what you saw the other day...." "I know it's nothing" I blurted out interrupting him "no its not nothing, I didn't kiss her she kissed me I tried to push her away and she kept my hands round her waist then I got free and she started pleading me to go out with her and dump you but I said no because I love you and I always will please believe me as I honestly don't know how I will live without you!"

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hehe left you with a cliff hanger moowhohaha!!!xxxx