Love Last Forever...Or does it?

Chapter 11

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* Me and Louis leaned towards each other getting ready to kiss as we had to do it in slow motion Louis sweeped the hair out of my face and our faces got closer and closer................*

 tears started to fall down my face I couldn't do this to Joe I wouldn't "NO" I said pulling away "I cant do this im sorry" every one looked shocked " CUT!" mark yelled "WHAT do you think you are doing sweetheart! this is a multi million tv franchise not a silly little school play a little brat can ruin! are you reatred or something!" wow that hurt, why was I even here when no one wanted me! " Im sorry" I mumbled looking down. I looked up with tears in my eyes threating to spill over Tessa looked smug, Joe looked shocked and Louis looked glad. it was silent no one spoke. I thought Joe would be happy but he looked gulity that was strange hmm I wonder.....

Louis spoke up finally " Joe are we good?... I mean me and Ashley didnt kiss so know bad feelings?" Joe looked up " of course bro were good" Louis smiled and they did this hand shake thingi then Tessa truned to mark and said "I think Ashley should be kicked of the show for not follwing your instructions I mean its not like she will be hard to replace she is a reatard who wont be missed tell the viewers she had to go home to a family issue or that she died or something no one will really care" Joe and Louis gasped and all the crew looked shocked mark looked at me and said " I think that would be best go pack your bags Ashley and when we all go to Ireland I will arrange a plane to take you back to england you better contact your family and tell them your coming"

I nodded my haed and walked of called a taxi, and wen to my hotel room qall my stuff was already packed tears follwed down my cheeks and I began to sob there was a knock on my door I opened it to see a girl with long brown hair that follwed down he back she was so pretty I smiled and said " yea?" she smilied back and replied " hi im chelsea and I heard everything that happened I am so so sorry but why not just travell around the world by yourself I mean you must have some money saved up?" she asked so politley " I do" i said my vocie croakey " but whats the point?" I asked her " the point is you still want to go and see the world so go get the director to arrange your flight somewhere else!" she siad smiling " thats a really good idea it would show everyone that I am independent plus thus trip was crap! i will arrange to fly to new york then by one of those round the world tickets and be off thanks so much chelea!"

"Its fine hey im going to new york at 2 in this afternoon you could come with me as I am planning to travell around the world too but my mates bailed" I would love that meet me in the lobby at one and with your bags" " okay see you then bye" "bye" is said and closed the door. I smiled and went to go see mark, mark said it was fine so I didnt ring Dad and Blake or Madz to tell them what was happening I just got ready to leave and mark gave me my ticket it was 12.30 no one had come to talk to me othere then chelsea and mark but he only came to sort out me leaving.

I wondered whether I should say goodbye to anyone but decied not to I mean they where god knows where fliming I decieded to write a note for Joe to say that we where over it broke my heart but it was clearly what he wanted I was just an experment a nobody this is what the note said...........

dear Joe,

i know we have had our ups and downs and up till now we have got over it but clearly the thought of me kissing another guy uoset you to so you have decied to leave me without even saying good bye but thats okay. you still mean the world to me but I get it I was just one of your experiments, a charity case but you know what the worse thing about falling for a guy you know your not right for you fall anyway as you think he might be diffrent. you thought I wouldnt care that i would be gratefull that a popular guy wanted me but all its done is break my heart we where never meant to be Tessa was right you and her are the fairy tale couple the it girl with the it guy make sense right. dont worry about me a will be fine....after a while i hope but if im not dont worry its not your fault its mine for being stupid and thinking you might feel the same way about me as i do about you I know now i was just kidding myself.

goodbye Joe love you forever and always Ashley xxx

there where a feww tear stains but I put the letter in an envolope and slipped it under the door hoping he could be bothered to read it. it was now 1 and I headed back to my room grabbed my ticket, hadbag and suitcase and headed downstairs to meet chelsea I was truning over a new leaf.

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hope you liked this chapter aww she broke up with Joe and got kicked of the trip poor Ashley :( but she meet Chelsea :) sorry about spelling xxxxx

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