Love Last Forever...Or does it?

chapter 10

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we had a week in paris and it wasnt to bad aprat form having to pretend to be best friends with Tessa it really proved how much I missed Madz, Rebekah, Alice and all my mates back in England. I saw Joe every night and whenever the camra man yelled cut even if it was just for a commercial break, he also would sneak and cheekily kiss me on the cheek when ever the camra was on Louis or Tessa it was cute.

we where leaving today and going to ireland but before we left i had to kiss Louis and i was dreading it. I just couldn't do it, it was not fair to Jpe and I was practially cheating on him but letting him watch! it was sick and wrong. Louis was also upste about the kiss as Joe was his mate and the few days leading up to the kiss Joe had only talked to Louis when he had too and he kept giving me pained looks. I felt so guilty, it was all my fault.

I got up and got dressed into my black skinny jeans and my beige top with i leather jacket. I slipped on my black pumps and packed all my stuff away before heading downstairs to grab some breakfast. I sat there eating my coco pops thinking about all the things that had happened and decied I hadnt rang Madz for a while so I got out my phone and dialed her number.

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A= Ashley M= Madz 

hey- A

hello bestie! I have been watching the show and it seems like I have been replaced with Tessa! - M

you know i could never replace you so how are you doint the tv show is making it so fake i mean i have to kiss LOUIS!- A

WHAT! omg no way I thought you where going out with Joe?- M

yea i am and he is so jelous and upset him and lu where really good mates but now they dont talk that much unless they have too and Joe is really upset i havent spoken to him the last few days.- A

tears slide down my face thincking of how much of a mess it all was even though it had only been a couple of weeks!

its okay Ash Joe knows its for the tv show he is making a big deal out of nothing it will alll be okay.- M

no hes not because if the tv show told him to kiss Tessa I would hate it and not talk to anyone even if he had to do it - A

it will trun out all right trust me you willl be fine I promise - M

I hope you are right - A

I am now dont worry! I have to go now though hun so i will talk too you later love you miss you bye -M

thanks miss you more love you byee - A

not possible for you to miss me more  bye - M

she hung up before I could argue I really did hope she was right about everything.

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I then rand Blake and Dad and had a similar convosation without the kissing stuff and Blake didnt hesistate to tease me over the phone and telling me to cheak my emails so when he hung up I cheaked my emails and had loads from everyone i replied to all of them including my mum. there where about ten from blake all teasing so I just sent back SHUT UP!! 

 Hopefully that would keep him busy for a while. no one new about my mum other than Madz, Blake and Dad of course. not even Joe new although he had a right to know and I was planning on telling him if all went okay with this kiss and if he didnt hate me forever! I dont know how I would survive without him. I know it sound cheesey but its true he is my life.

All i had to do was kiss him just one kiss I could do this! we where standing underneath the effiel tower and and as soon as me and Louis kiss we both had to run the the plane hand in hand from then when we where sitting on the plane me and Tessa would fight and Louis would tell Joe, Joe would say congrationlations but really be sad and furious he mdidnt really have to act much.

I was scared so scared this kiss could ruin everything its okay be strong Ash you can do this! "okay everyone ready positons!' mark yelled Joe and Tessa stood behinde the camra with me and Louis standing next to each other holiding hands staring into each others eyes. "okay ready and action!" the director called.

me and louis leaned towards each other getting ready to kiss as we had to do it in slow motion Louis sweeped the hair out of my face and our faces got closer and closer................

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