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this is how she looked in the previous chapter lmao.
okay, scream with me.
3, 2, 1 . . .
AAAAAHGHHHHH *choking sounds*
i have finished it, guys, omg idk what to feel.
but anyway, storytime hahaha (it's a thing for yours truly) XD
in the month of december, the year 2016, i legit told myself to create a fanfiction of kei tsukishima lmao.
then i started talking to myself...
: what would be the title?
: idk, just think about smth that relates to a girl that likes to hide her feeling or whatever.
: oh, the hide and seek concept, then? but add 'game', just not to be cliche lol
: got it. how about the plot?
: who cares about the plot? you never started a story thinking thoroughly about a plot.
: how about the name? hahahaha
: just think of a random name you can think of, and you're done
once finishing some chapters, i published them on the first day of the year 2017.
im a trash writer, i know hahaha yeah, tru enough. all of my stories are experimental, all based on a whim, bc thinking about is a huge stress for me. HAhaha #sTreSsEdt
it's just . . . i found it simple writing that way, for me. then eventually, as i continue writing it, i somehow had found ways to solve the puzzles, on how will i connect this to that. it's fun, it gives me that satisfaction. it's too freeing, being not grounded for the rules set.
altho there are parts that somehow off, but very fixable, at least.
- my current concerns, regarding the story (just to let yall be aware) -
1 | the later chapters are kind fast-paced
2 | the story is too long for a fluff story, i guess? hahaha
3 | my writing style changed. the first twenty-three chapters are written terribly ahahahhaahha i still cringe whenever i read them. but the last 12 chapters are ... bearable XD
4 | chapters that are off to the plot hahahahah. cuz, im a busy person and i couldn't write constantly, not until recently.
fun fact: the first twenty-five chapters of this story took me 3 years and 5 months to finish them, while only 39 days to finish the last 10 chapters !!! that's an accomplishment for me
5 | forget about the conflicts XD i decided not to bring them so much conflicts, bc i wanna make the story and the characters pure hahahaha
6 | im just making excuses lol. disregard the things written above lmao
- my goals while writing this -
1 | fluff wont be overpowering hahahaha *cross fingers*
2 | writing descriptively, while sharing information, trivia, and philosophies from my mind XD
3 | make the MCs' focus on their goals and character developments, not just about the 'fluff'.
4 | write a story that doesn't need to be full-packed romantic drama, but portray characters that can mutually inspire each other to achieve their dreams. because for me, that's how true love should be expressed <3 (omg im so emotional pleeeeeassseeeeeee)
soooo that's all! from the deepest part of my limbic system, i wanna thank you all for supporting this story. tsukki's story has always been a breather for me, esp when im suffocated by my own novels (my original novels that i cant' finish writing hahaha) they have that dark/angsty theme, it's actually sickening lol
and as much as i can, i want to make this story light, tho there are parts that are kinda sad, hoping that at some point, i made yall genuinely happy and put a smile on your face. :))))
also, if you have something to tell me, whether good, bad, constructive criticisms, please comment them, bc I'll take them as my motivation. AND I WILL LEGIT SCREEN CAPTURE EM, PRINT EM, AND POST EM ON MY WALL hahahah
ps. if u still have a time to spare, I'll be creating a Sakusa Kiyoomi fanfic hahaha Scarred Courage, everyone! please check my account~
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thank you, dear moon lovers!
i pray that we'll find someone like kei tsukishima lol
