My Life

Killing Stalking / Unnamed Force

IF YOU ARE GOING TO READ KILLING STALKING, BE PREPARED!! ALSO, SOME OF THIS FIRST        PART MAY COUNT AS SPOILERS, SO DON'T READ IT IF YOU DON'T WANT SPOILERS.      

Ok. So, I finished Killing Stalking today. It is 6-19-20 11:21 p.m. I- I don't even know where to begin with this. Killing Stalking was amazing, but it really messed with my head. I could barely figure anything out for a couple minutes because I had been given so much information at once, that my brain decided to process it very slowly and at a rate that made me, figuratively, go crazy. I was very confused about the ending and I had to look it up even after I had processed what had happened. I also had to snuggle with my cat for a good three minutes to make sure I was ok. Shadow, the cat who I snuggled with, is kind of like my unofficial therapy pet. He's always inn my room and when I cry or I'm upset, he comforts me. This time was different though. It seemed as though Shadow was also confused on what to do with the situation. Or he was just used to me freaking out over books. Either way, I don't really care. He is now sitting on the edge of my bed sleeping. 

Alright, the title says unnamed force as well as killing stalking, I know, a weird combination. Really, this unnamed force is my stepdad. I'm just going to get to the point; he's a hypocrite. I had to take care of my baby sister today and I had raised my voice a little because she was being a "butthole" as my family likes to say. My stepdad comes downstairs and sees me scolding my baby sister and then yells at me for scolding her. He then takes her upstairs and has her play in her room. Then, according to an inference I made, she did something that made him mad.(At this point it is no longer an inference) He had started actually yelling at her and threatening to slap her or hit her in some way. Of course, because I am 95 lbs. and have little to no strength, I start flinching from the yelling and start crying. A couple of minutes later I calm down and my baby sister is told to go back downstairs, which she did. She then walks over to me and starts quietly crying as though she didn't want any attention, which is very weird for my baby sister considering the fact that she lives attention, and I calm her down and we just go about our day. We had fun and watched some weird cartoons that she couldn't even understand, but she seemed to enjoy them , so I watched them with her. The second "offense" of the day is when he calls me lazy for not doing the laundry. All of the laundry. I am thirteen and was just taught how to do my own laundry. He doesn't even do anything around the house. He just yells at us for making mistakes that are sometimes so little it seems like he's looking for something to punish my brother and me for. My mistake was that I wasn't switching the laundry fast enough throughout the day. Which is a stupid thing for being yelled at for. One good thing that came out of this day is that I discovered I can count to seven in Japanese, fifteen in Spanish, and five in Korean. This is the end of this chapter.

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Thanks for reading another chapter. Honestly I didn't think I would even write this much. I'm not much of a writing person. I do enjoy a good book though. My question to my reader(s) is: Has my writing style changed or gotten better from the beginning? I honestly can't tell and would appreciate it if someone gave me this information. Damn, the wording of that last sentence was really weird. I think you guys get it though. Also, does anyone have story suggestions? Like something to read? If you do, please comment the story name and who it's by. Goodnight, my lovely readers.  There are 710 words in this chapter all together. Counting this part, too.