𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 | ✓

The Heartbreak!!

Naira's pov

Do you also love me?
Do you also feel the same about me?
Please tell me Naira
Please!!

He asked me with a ray of hope in his eyes. I so wanted to scream out loud that I love you,I feel the same way but those damn flashes of 5 years ago made me say that which I didn't want to say.

"I am really sorry kar...kartik but I do...
Don't love you!
I have never felt like that for you."

"What did you say ?actually I couldn't hear you."he couldn't able to believe my words.

I said these words again with so much difficulties and when I saw his eyes which were smiling a while ago as he confessed his love to me filled with the tears. They pierced my heart.

He stood up but I continued,

"Kartik,I am really sorry!!." Hoping these sorrries will less my pain but It didn't help anyway.

His eyes were full of sorrow, grief and that grief was coming out in the form of tears. He remained silent for some time and then spoke.

"Naira, It's okay!! .. It's completely okay..I am fine...
And please stop saying sorry.. It's not your fault that you don't love me.
It's the fault of my destiny that I can't be with the person whom I love. I think we were not meant to be!..
But I just want to say that whenever you want any help or whenever you want to share anything. I am there for you, always. Don't hesitate to ask me for any help and please don't blame yourself for anything. It's not your fault.
But I request you that please keep smiling always,You don't know your smile brightens my day. If you want to share any thing which troubles you. Please do share with me. I will remove that pain for good.
I wish may you get a perfect life partner who will love  you immensely and endlessly.
I am really sorry for bothering you.  Ok,I have some work,I gotta go now. Bye!

He said those sentences with tears rolling down his cheeks and each sentence was increasing my pain. He was smiling so that i don't feel guilty but his eyes expressed everything,his hurt,his sorrow. He went and I couldn't stop him.

What's the truth?
What should I do?

I sat on the floor with a thud crying my heart out.

But I have to reach a conclusion now. It's  high time.

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Kartik's pov

She told me that she doesn't love me. Did I hear it right?
Yeah,she doesn't love me. It's the simple truth. Why don't I accept it.

I have accepted it-I said.

Have you?-my heart asked.

It pained like hell. Why? Why doesn't she love me back?

When she told me this. I couldn't able to gather myself but it's not her fault that she doesn't love me. I didn't want her to feel guilty. I told her not to feel guilty and walked away from her.
This is the thing which I have to practise.
To go away from her !!
I won't trouble her anymore!
But I will be there for her always.

But these thoughts were not stopping myself from crying instead they were making me cry more and more. I have lost her. She is not mine!!

I was crying and was sitting with my head in my hands.

If we weren't destined to be,they why did you make us meet god!!

Why?

This lose was very big for me.
The pain of losing my first ball which had a lot of memories was very small in front of this
Even,the pain of failing in an exam!!
Pain of not getting the credit when I made the whole project but credit was given to a person whom I didn't like.
These pains were so small.
But this pain is eating me up.

Idk,what to do..and what not?

But mere dada ji humesha bolte the ki pyaar m sirf dena hota h..lena nhi..koi demand nhi. If you demand something in love then that's not a selfless love.

Agar jis se tum pyaar krte ho,wo tumse dur jaane m khush h to tumhe bhi uski khushi m khush hona chahiye. Yehi sache pyaar ki nishani h.

These words were ringing in my ears.

I Chuckled thinking that at purane wale time m people don't like these words pyaar,love and all this but my daadu was different who always believed in love and taught his children and grandchildren about this beautiful feeling of love!

I have decided,i will let  Naira go.. agar wo waapis aati h..then I will be the happiest person alive lekin if she is happy in staying away from me. Then I won't cry. I will be happy because she is happy.

But wo promise m nibhaunga jo maine apne dil se kiya tha that I will remove that pain from her life.

I thought all of this sitting on a bench in the park. Soon,It started raining which gave me a hope .
.see ...god knows how to help us ...how to change our mood from being sad to hopeful.
He has decided something for me, for us and I will wait for it.
kya pta wo aa jaye !!...kya pta hum mil jaye ...or agar aisa hua bhi nhi...then also I will try to be happy..I will move on... because I love her and in her happiness is my happiness..

But that doesn't mean ki I will forget her.

She will be the only girl in my life after my mom and my granny..whom I love and will love unconditionally..

I love you Naira..and I  always will..

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Precap:past revelation and A call!!

Hey guys,I wanted to show the Heartbreak diff. Did you like it?
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