"So...you don't know your parents phone number?"
"Um, yeah, I do"
ITSSOCOLDINHEREYOURELOSTANDALONEANDEVERYONEH"can i have their number"ATESYOUWHYDID"Its right here"NTYOUJUSTENDITALLYOUHAVENOFRIENDSORLIFEANDA"are you in pain?"LLYOUVEEVERDONEISBEAPAININTHEASSTOEVERYONEAROUNDYOUANDYOUSH"sit down while i try to contact someone for you"OULDBEASHAME"no"DTOLIVETHISWAYTHERESSOMANYWAYSYOUCOULDHAVEHELPEDTHEWOR"okay"LDBYOFFINGYOURSELFYETYOUSTANDHEREANDEXISTANDTAKETHINGSTHATCOULDGOTOSOMEONEELSEWHODESERVESITEVERYTHINGYOUVEEVERDONEISACOMPLETEWASTEOFTIMEANDENERGYNOTHINGWILLGETBETTERANDTHISWILLNEVERGOAWAYNOBODYWANTSYOUANDLOVESYOUANDYOURGIRLFRIENDISHAPPYYOUREGONESHESSOGLADTOBERIDOFYOUANDSHELLBESOUPSETIFSHEFOUNDOUTYOUWEREALIVETHATSWHYSHEDIDNTEVERSHOWUPTOGOMEETYOU
It doesn't ever end, does it?
Sometimes It gets so loud i can't even breathe. its tv static. i want to write but i can't. i can't do anything right now but sit and listen. I sit and i listen and i hurt myself because my brain doesn't work right.
it doesn't end but if it did then I'd really be alone. I don't want to be alone.
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in·san·i·ty | B.E (HIATUS)
FanfictionEverything was so sweet, until you tried to kill me.
