Saiouma one shots *SLOW UPDATES*

🌶️ I apologise for this one

(au where the person who had unrequited love for you chooses your fate when you die)

(Shuichi pov)
The time has come I've finally died and now I'm in a white room with a person talking yet I don't know who and I can't open my eyes

"The person who's love was not requited will be chosing your fate hell or heaven let's hope they really really loved you but we will see kokichi step forward and make a decision"

Kokichi? What does he have to do with this it said love that was not requited does that mean? I opened my eyes and there was kokichi standing in front of me "shuichi" he smiled a genuine smile from the liar "kokichi?"

He looked down why what does that mean he actually loved me and it wasn't one of his lies again "kokichi did you actually love me?"

He looked up at me "do" do what is that supposed to mean

"What"

"You mean do I love you?" Oh that was so he still does love me huh

"Do you really love me?"he looked like he was thinking but I couldn't be sure "yeah"

(Kokichi pov)
Well at least now I know that he didn't love me back that's nice to know huh this is gonna hurt isn't it "so it's very obvious you don't like me back then"

He stayed silent "gross" my eyes widened d...did he say gross?

"What?"I saw the look on his face

"I said gross how could anyone like I liar like you someone who KILLED GONTA" ah that class trial "NOT TO MENTION YOU LIED TO HIM AND DIDN'T CARE WHEN HE DIED" oh you don't know how much it hurt to pretend I didn't care I cried the rest of that night I soon tuned him out not wanting to hear what he had to say till

... A tingling hurting feeling in my cheek I felt my eyes water at the contact I felt like crying it hurts so bad not only to get rejected but also be slapped by your crush ouch I felt tears slip down my cheek "MOST OF US WERE HAPPY WHEN YOU DIED" I felt more tears trickle down my cheek "but you weren't" I saw his eyes go wide even though my vision was extremely blurred

"You cried a lot" I saw you no one else really cried some cried for a few minutes but it went away shuichi cried for hours "you we're the only one who cried for me so there must have been SOMETHING ANYTHING jUsT please please tell me there was something" I was practically on the floor crying at this point expecially knowing that he doesn't care for me

"You we're someone more of a friend other then that you meant nothing" this hurts it hurts alot I collapsed to the floor sitting criss cross letting the tears fall

"Do you know how much it hurt be the 'bad guy' after the class trial with gonta I didn't wanna even live anymore I felt so bad and I cried for hours after that when no one was around but... I can't go back now can I? Heh wish I could" the tears kept coming and I felt hopeless

"Your disgusting kokichi IT COULD'VE BEEN ANYONE ELSE ANYONE MUI SHOULD'VE KILLED YOU YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE USED GONTA LIKE THAT NEVER SHOULD'VE LIED BUT YOUR STILL JUST DISGUSTING I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU LET ALONE BREATH YOUR AIR YOUR FOUL"

"It okay shumai bc where your going you won't have to breath the same air as me" he stepped back a bit

"The person who loved you sent you to hell?" They always do no one truly loves me "yeah" he looked a bit sad then bent down to my level "so your sending me too?"

I felt my heart break I would never see him again not to mention I went to hell knowing he hates me "I could never send you to hell your too important" he looked at me again "shumai please if I'm never gonna see you again just please let me kiss you just once"

I could tell he was hesitant he did want too "fine if I'm never gonna see you again I should at least do something for you" I felt a bit better knowing that he would let me enjoy this a bit I leaned in and locked lips with him a soft sweet kiss that lasted a little bit no tounge just purely sweet and nice warm comforting then I pulled away I looked him in the eye

"Thank you shumai... I love you"

Ahem I apologise for this one y'all gonna be hurting for a while ANYWAYS  this took forever and I hurt myself in the process of writing this so please vote bc I'm gonna cry this was sad to write also time you explain the ending just in case y'all didn't get it ;_;

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So when shuichi was kissing him kokichi pressed heaven for him when he pulled away he said thank you bc he would never see him again by the time he looked at him he was left alone in the dark crying slowly going to hell he whispered that to himself