You Hurt Me~ Newt Fan Fiction ~

"I gotta tell you something"

Newt's POV

It felt so great to be Kat- I mean Alexandra's boyfriend. With the whole month she has been here, she has really made me fall for her. The way she laughs, The way she rolls her eyes sarcastically. Her sassy comments. They all make me fall harder for her every single day.

"Newt- I gotta tell you something." Alex grins. She grips my hand tighter and looks towards the Deadheads. The forest is dark and gloomy because Night has fallen hours ago. I read my watch quickly. 10:30pm. I yawned  covering my mouth with my free hand. My eyes felt heavy but spending time with Alex makes me be alert.

"I saw us in a vision. Like couple us. We were lying on the couch and we were scared as hell. I don't know why, but both our hearts were racing. To calm me down, you sang a song you wrote just for me." She beams smiling. I can't help but smile to- we were right for each other. We were together in the past. I must've loved her. Her eyes were glistening under the moons soft light. Her curls bounced as she turned her attention away from the forest to look at me.

"Allie, I am so lucky to have you." I breathe, my hand gripping hers tighter. She smiles, blushing faintly. She had been shy whenever I gave her compliments or gave her affection. It makes her cute. I let go of her hand and lifted up her chin from facing the ground. She looked at me, a smile dancing on her lips. I pause, looking at her lips. They were so kissable, it was such a temptation not to kiss her every moment of every day. She nodded as if giving me permission. 

I lean in and our lips touch. It was a gentle kiss, I didn't want to go to fast into the relationship. My stomach felt like it was ripped apart from my body. I legs felt numb and my heart pounded. This is the affect she can have on me. I grab her by the waist pulling her closer. She shifts slightly and put both her arms around my neck. Suddenly, she put her hand in my hair and gently pulled the ends. I loved it when she did that. It was so irresistible.

We parted and continued our talk about The Glade and The Maze. Her eyes lighted up as remembering something. She smiled as she bit her lip nervously.

"Newt? Can I ask you a question?" She asks. I can't help but notice how her skin looks so bright in moonlight.I become a little distracted...I stared at her. I can't believe this beautiful girl is sitting right in front of me. And is mine. I smile completely lost in her beauty. Her mouths moves but no words come out. I am too deep of a daydream. She has a confused expression.

"Newt? Are you okay?" She finally jerks me from my daydream. I turn a little red hoping she won't ask.

"Yeah I am fine. What did you say?" I question. She rolls her eyes jokingly and smiles a childish grin.

"I said...Will you let me become a Runner?" Her face turning serious, any hint of a smile gone. My heart jumps a beat. A Runner? Where is this coming from? She could get bloody killed? And what about Minho? He might try something on her. I think of what to tell her.

"Um..I dodn't think its a bloody smart idea Allie." I confess, wincing.

I think of the slimy Griever leaning over her. His mechanical arms swiping across her skin, leaving red bloody wounds. I picture her screaming, a loud pitched scream as the Grevier exhales a mechanic groan. Her curly, obmr'e hair ruffled and her face bleeding it multiple places.

"Why not?" She asks raising her eyebrows curiously. I look at her seriously.

"Allie, you might get bloody killed by a buggin' Greiver. As your boyfriend, it is my job to protect you from harm. If I let you run into that shucki'n Maze. I have failed. It is dangerous. Allie, I am not willing to take that risk." I sigh, running my hands through my hair nervously. Her eyes dull and she looks down shamefully. I know she is disappointed. She bites her lip and stays silent.