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Forgiveness-8

                                     "when one forgives,two are healed."

So it's now our second month of Senior Year and me and Nate haven't talk since our recent fight.

I just want to talk to him but every time I got the chance something or someone just keeps popping up to interrupt me.

As for me and Nick,things between us got a bit...awkward?But just a bit.I told my girl best friends what had happened.

They understood me.Jenna was a really nice girl.She and Nate really deserves to be together.They also became the campus couple.I still was hurt every time I see them all lovey dovey.

I was currently sitting with my friends at lunch.

"Selina?You still with us?"Lilian lightly shook my shoulders.

"Uh,yeah.What were you talking about?"I ask.

"I was asking if you all wanna come over at my rest house,"Sam said.

"Uh,yeah,sure,"I immediately said since there was nothing to do back in my apartment.

"You guys pack your things for two nights and three days,"Sam announced."We're going to my rest house,"he added.

"Where is it located?"I asked.

"Oh it's hidden in the woods,"he said while taking a bite from his sandwich.I nodded as I brought the fork with lettuce on it near my mouth and I ate it.

"Selina,you're coming with me,right?"Nick asked.

I looked up at him."Yeah,pick me up after school at my apartment,"said with a smile.He nodded with a smile,flashing his white and straight teeth.

"Okay,it's set then.4:30pm,"Sam looked at each of us.We all nodded in agreement."Oh,and bring your swimsuits!"he added.

School ended and we all went home,Nick dropped me off.I immediately went up so that I can pack my things.

"Hey Selina!"Jenna greeted once I step foot in the living room.

"Hey."I smiled at her.

I went to my room and got my duffel bag and got my clothes and other essentials.Then I changed into a high-waisted short-shorts and some maroon cropped hoodie.I tied my hair in a low ponytail and left some fringes.I looked at myself in the mirror,I looked okay.I heard a knock on my door,I ran to it and opened it.

"Nate,"I said in a whisper.

"Is everything alright?I heard some shuffling,"he looked down at me.

"Uh,yeah.Everything's fine,"I said.

"Where are you going?"he asked after looking behind me.

"Oh,um,I'm spending the weekend with Olivia and the others,"I answered.

He nodded then turned to leave.I sighed and grabbed his arm.He turned around,brows raised.

"Can we talk?"I asked him.He nodded,he entered my room then closed the door.I sat at my bed,fidgeting my fingers.Silence filled the air.

"I'm sorry,"I muttered.He didn't answer,I sighed.

"Nate,I'm sorry."I said."I'm sorry for saying those things to you."I began."I didn't mean anything that I said,me and Nick,we were both drunk,"I continued."You're like a family to me,I miss talking to you,"saying that he's like a family was like crushing my own heart in my hands.

The truth is I see him more than a friend.But I can't say that to him,he has a girlfriend,and he probably sees me as a sister and a best friend.I heard him sighed,then I was engulfed in a hug.