Selina and Nate have been best friends for five years. They even live together now that they're 17. Their parents have faith in them that they will keep it in their pants, and being the responsible kids.
But then as time passes by, Selina eventually...
"i wish i had the power to ignore you,like you ignore me."
It's been 2 weeks since I had talk to Nate,I'm being a bitch,I know,and selfish.But how can he not trust me?I can handle myself.
Every time we he tries to talk to me I shut him out.So our apartment was quiet except when my friends or his were here.
And I see that Nate and Jenna are getting along very well,I see them almost everyday together.They were either eating together at lunch,walking together to each other's classes,or holding hands.The last one was painful to watch.And what was more painful was that Nate asked Jenna to be his girlfriend.
Yeah,I know it was very fast,but I guess they were just in love with each other so much.And I wouldn't want to keep Nate from being happy,neither does Jenna.
Jenna seems to be a very nice girl.As long as Nate's happy,I'm also happy,but sometimes it just hurts.
After I found out that they started dating I kept crying and hurting.
Only the girls know how I feel about Nate.They were worried about me always crying my eyes out.
I don't want them to pity me and worry about me.Me and Nate weren't talking for two weeks now,it was as if he forgot about me.But I mean he wouldn't right?Because we live together.
What am I gonna do?
If I hadn't acted all bitchy when James came over then all of this wouldn't happen.We would be talking and teasing each other right now,but I guess I ruined our friendship.The friendship we had built over the past few years was ruined because of me.Well it's better like this.Him being happy,while I'm here being in pain.It's better that he doesn't see me in pain,it'll just ruin his happiness.
Today was Saturday,and I have done all the assignments that our teacher had given us.I was currently lying on my bed,staring at the ceiling.My phone suddenly rang,it was Olivia.I answered the call.
"Heeeey,girl!"she squealed.
"Hey,what's up with you?"
"You gotta come to this party."
"What?What party?"
"One of the popular guy's party."
"How'd you get invited?"
"Men are easy to seduce,"we both laughed."I'll pick you up after an hour."
"Okay,"with that she hung up and I started to pick an outfit to wear.
I ran to my closet and looked to nice clothes that I can wear.After ten minutes I finally found one.I slipped on a black fitted dress.It also has a low v-neck and spaghetti straps and that was cut mid-thigh.I then did a nude make-up then curled my hair.I grabbed a small gold shoulder bag and slipped on some two inch black heels.I sprayed my vanilla scented perfume from Victoria's Secret.I looked at myself once again on the mirror then took a picture.I called Olivia and told her I was ready,she said she'll be here in 5.
I went out of my room and saw James and Nate.They both looked at me.
"Hey,James,"I smiled at him.
"Looking good,where are you off to?"he asked.
"Going to a party,"I tuck a strand of hair behind my ear.
Nate wouldn't meet my eyes.I went to the ground floor and saw and Olivia was waiting for me.
"Hey,babe.You look hot,"she said as we both chuckled.I sat at the passenger seat.
After a 10 minute drive we arrived at the party that was already in full swing even though it was just 8pm.We got out of the car and stayed close with each other.We got past the sweaty bodies and now we were in the kitchen.
"Here,"Olivia offered me a red solo cup,which I assumed was alcohol.
"I don't wanna drink,"I waved my hand in dismissal.
"Come on babe,let loose,"she said.I sighed as I took the drink from her and downed it.She offered me another one,I took it.Until I had 8 drinks,I can tell I was tipsy now.
"Nick!"I stumbled as I walk to him.
"Whoa,there.Careful,Sel,"he held my arms.
"You're here!"I smiled flinging my arms around his neck.
"I am,"he smiled back as he placed his hands on my back.
"Come on,let's dance,"I said as I grabbed his hand to go to the dance floor.
When we arrived at the dance floor the song Work by Fifth Harmony came,and my hips are familiar with it.
I swayed my hips as he placed his hand on my waist.When the chorus came I was practically grinding my hips on him,what can I say,I'm drunk.When the song was done I turned around and placed my hand on his neck.
I looked at his brown eyes as he looked at mine.His hands were still placed on my waist.He leaned down,I closed my eyes.
After a second his lips were on mine.His hands rubbed my waist as we deepened the kiss.He licked my lower lip,I parted my lips then his tongue entered my mouth.Our tongues moved in sync.We parted to get some air.His lips trailed kisses on my jaw,then on my neck.He moved it back on my lips.We pulled away,both looking flustered.I was a bit sober now.
He rubbed the back of his neck,as an adorable smile crept up to his face.I smiled at him too.He grabbed my hand and we went outside the house,he led me to his car.
"Maybe I'll drive you back to your apartment?"he asked as he turned the engine on.I nodded my head.
We drove in comfortable silence,the smile not leaving my face.We both walked out of the car.
"Let's go up in my room,"I said,wait no,the alcohol said.He smiled then I grabbed his hand.
Once we were in my room we started kissing again.
His lips went to my jaw,then my neck,my shoulder,then my collarbone.I wrapped my fingers in his hair as I tilted my head upwards to give him more access.His lips went back to mine until his tongue found its way inside my mouth.We stumbled to my bed as we kissed each other hungrily.
We parted and I looked at his eyes and saw lust.
I smiled as I unbutton his shirt.Once his shirt was unbuttoned I trailed my hands on his chest and down to his stomach where his abs were perfectly sculpted.He kissed me again.
His hands found the zipper of my dress and unzipped it.I let my dress fall down and I was left only in my panties.Well my dress has paddings so I don't need a bra.His eyes trailed down my body.He pushed me down on my bed as he took the last two pieces of clothing off of his body.
He kissed me once again and I let him take control.
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