Thoughts

Only if you want it too

It hurted, the feeling that she didn't put energy in us...
I told her, that it hurted and that I didn't know how much longer I could handle it.
She said that it was hard. That there were things that made it hard. 
I told her that I thought it was hard too to put energy in a relationship while I only see her once in three weeks. And talk to her two times a week.
"What do you want?" She asked.
I doubted a second about if I should say it. But I did it "you" I answered "... But only if you want it too..."