SUN ( Jaehyun/ Taeyong)

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A/N: hey guys!!!! How are yall doing??? I hope you're doing fine and that you are enjoying your days.

I'm so sorry it took me this time to come back, but as I mentioned in my last post, I wasn't feeling very well. I am not the most stable person when it comes to mental health but I'm trying to get better ☀️

My dms are still open if anyone wants me to talk to them and help them. I'm always here, no matter what.

Thank you for ALL the supporting messages I received these past days. You guys give me courage to keep going.

Stay safe and healthy!

I love you so, but so much 🧡
Beatriz ☀️🧡

p.s_ ignore the grammar/spelling mistakes. I'll look at it later on :)

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f course Jaehyun was not nervous about this date.

He had several other dates with Taeyong so he was supposed to be okay wiht it. But the truth was: he was not. He was so nervous about seeing Taeyong that day. Specially because he really wanted to ask him to be his boyfriend.

Taeyong and him decided to not go out in public. They weren't scared of people seeing them together, they couldn't care less. But they were not ready to go out and tell all their fans they were together. It was too soon.  Too soon for something they were not so sure yet. Yes, they hugged, they held hands, they kissed, they cuddled, but that could be just temporary. There was a possibility that one day all they had was going to fall apart. 

So, since Taeyong and him were having a date on his house - since he was the one who asked the older out on a date- he set everything up. He ordered some Italian food he knew Taeyong liked, then he placed the plates and forks on his dinner table. He showered and just sat down, waiting for Lee Taeyong. 

No longer after, Taeyong was there. When Jaehyun opened the door and saw a smiling Taeyong waiting for him. There it was again: the anxious feeling with an unexplainable joy. Carefully, Jaehyun closed the door behind them after letting Taeyong come in and then smiled back. "Hey there," 

"Jaehyunie, I-" Jaehyun didn't give him any time to say whatever Taeyong was trying to say, instead he glued his lips to Taeyong' s mouth in a very sweet and delicate kiss. He rest his forehead on Taeyong's. "What was that for?" Taeyong laughed. 

"To welcome you." Jaehyun replied, caressing the older' s cheek. He bit the inside of his cheek and then pecked Taeyong' s lips again. " Welcome to my humble home!"

Taeyong smiled, reaching for Jaehyun's hands and held them tight. "Thank you so much."

Jaehyun looked around. He was a bit shy because his flat comparing to the other' s one was way smaller. He could afford something bigger, but this one felt cozy and he would feel alone if he had to live in a big place. He liked it. And he knew Taeyong liked it too and he would never judge his home, but this kind of thing would always come to his mind.

He was basically dating Taeyong. Taeyong could afford anything, everyone knew who Taeyong was, everyone wanted to be with Taeyong.

"Where did you buy that?" Taeyong playfully asked pointing at a huge teddy bear he had next to the couch. 

"I didn't buy it. A fan gave it to me once, I loved it so much I keep it there."

"It's pretty."

"Do you want one?"

"Huh?"

"Do you want a teddy bear?"

"Why would I want a teddy bear?"

"I don't know....to cuddle, maybe?"

Taeyong shook his head while laughing. "Why would I want a teddy bear when I can cuddle you." he pull Jaehyun closer to him, embracing him in a tight hug. He kissed his cheek and then bit it soflty right after. "You're by far better than any teddy bear."

"Shut up,"

Taeyong arched his eyebrow staring at Jaehyun. The proximity made Jaehyun nervous once in a while. Taeyong was incredibly handsome, straight out of a comic book. "Make-"

He didn't even have to finish his sentence because Jaehyun had already close the gap between them. He didn't care anymore. He would kiss Taeyong like every kiss was the last one. Like what they had would never happen again. Like he would never be this happy again.

However he was sure he would never be this happy again because there weren't two Taeyongs. If this one was gone, for some reason, he would never feel like this again. 

It was better to cease the opportunity. 

**

After they had dinner, they decided to sit on the couch and just watch a random show on the TV. Taeyong had placed his legs on top of Jaehyun's, his head resting on Jaehyun' s shoulder. It was a good and familiar feeling. Just the two of them, watching TV.

Jaehyun looked down at Taeyong and smiled. His pink cheeks and pink lips looked so soft. How could he not be in love with Taeyong?

"Taeyong ?"

The older boy looked up at him. "Yes, Jaehyunie?"

"Are you sure about this?"

Taeyong giggled and got his legs out of Jaehyun's lap. "About what?"

"About us." Jaehyun felt his throat dry. He was so nervous about all of this but he wanted to have an official label for both of them, if that made any sense. "Are you sure about me?"

"Of course I am." Taeyong cutely said, placing his hand on the other's shoulder. "Jaehyunie, don't overthink this, okay ?"

"I'm not overthinking this... I just want to make sure we're both on the same page."

"We are, right?"

"Yes," Jaehyun chuckled. He reached for Taeyong's hand, never breaking eye contact. "That's exactly why I'm going to be honest with you, Taeyong. I'm scared..."

There was a moment of silence in the room. Taeyong was simply caressing the other's hand and looking him straight in the eyes. "I know. I am too." he smiled.

"However, I like you so much. Seriously... I like you so much Lee Taeyong. And although I am scared of everything that might happen, I don't mind being scared if I'm with you."

Taeyong smiled wider. "You're so sweet..."

"Taeyong," Jaehyun grabbed both of the other's hands. "Will you make me the happiest man in the world and be my boyfriend?"

They were both staring at each other. The room filled with the sound of their breaths, and their hearts beating in sync. In that moment everything would change. That was the question that was still missing. Taeyong was smiling so wide, and so was Jaehyun. They were both so happy.

"y-yes"

Taeyong pulled Jaehyun into a very tight hug. Or let's say it like this : Taeyong pulled his boyfriend into a very tight hug.

They were officially together. They had each other and that was so special. As they kept their bodies tangled in one another, they both knew this bond they had was special.