The Culprit

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Jessie's POV

When the sun chooses to rise it gives light to the world were its rays illuminated my room, I actually felt relieved as the eventful and horrible night didn't happened again. After what happened last night I  became paranoid, I locked all the possible way if he will change his mind and finished of what he started, even the slightest thing I heard I scrambled to my feet and run to the nearest thing to 9, and all night my tears won't stop from falling it's like a waterfalls it couldn't drains even sleeps leaves my being. I walk to my adjacent bathroom to stare at the reflection in the mirror, the grayish green messy hair pointing at different direction on top of my head, flushed and tears stained cheeks, black circles under my forest green eyes who stares back at me, it's like I became a ghost in just a little of time. I stripped with my clothes and went for a long and cold shower.

Names Jessie Nietzsche, 19 years of age going to attend college the day after tomorrow, me and my family just got here in Nocturnal Village last Friday to start a new life as this is the only place where my father got a nice and permanent job with his best friend which I didn't meet up until now. My father said we can meet him next week as there is a ceremony that will be held which all Young's and their parents in this village will be attending too.

I'm quite curios about the ceremony but I have a feeling that it will end up in no good. How could I face the world that even in my own so called home I couldn't protect myself, even in here I am not safe, yes I am an introvert person I don't talk to anyone even my own parents, yes they are good but I have the problem expressing myself so for me shutting everyone's down in my life is the only option I can make.

'Jess honey, breakfast is ready come down now before your father attend to work' mother said. Oh I forgot to tell you that my family always eat together, breakfast nor dinner. I am their only child so they always spend almost all of their time to be with me, I don't really have a problem with it as I love there presence and I love them both, I just don't expressed it.

The shower felt good and fresh but the eye bugs didn't actually leave my eyes so I just left it at that. I slowly went downstairs and into our dining table, two pairs of eyes looked at my swollen face and silently asked me through their questioning look, I just stared at my feet. I heard my mother sigh 'Sit down now honey, you know you can count on us, okay?' And I just nod. I know someday I will need their company more than now.

The next two days actually went into a blur as no eventful night and day happened, just every time I thought for something it always crosses my mind about what happened that night and what bothered me the most is that his touched actually felt good and I was scared to think that my body craves from his touch. I distracted myself by watching some movies but my mind actually wanders for the man.

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