The Culprit

XI

Lorcan's POV

'Jessie?'
Upon hearing my voice he suddenly spun around only to meet those tantalizing orbs.

'Hey, I-I was j-just--' a sudden worries clouded my eyes as he tried to say something but couldn't uttered without even stuttering.

I step closer until I was only a foot away from him, I looked directly into his eyes but a groan escaped my lips when he look down as if the floor is more interesting than my face.

'Look at me Jessie' I ordered
'I-I can't' I frowned, confused as fuck, why would he suddenly felt ashamed on me?
'What? Why?' I lifted my hand to bring my fingers to his chin but stop mid air remembering the rule, slowly I let my hand fall to my side again, and heave a sigh.

'What's wrong Jessie?' How I wanted to hug and comfort him, and to think that his smell is all around the room didn't help my situation at all.

I reluctantly step backward to give him space to think but what he did next was caught me off guard.

To think that he initially hug me is an understatement, he fucking hug me, I wanted to pinch myself to confirm that this is not just a dream, that he is actually hugging me.

At first I couldn't react but when I heard his soft sobs I suddenly woke from my streaming thoughts.

'Sshhh.. Its okay, let it all out, do you want to talk about it? I'm always on ear okay?' Rubbing his back while saying those soothing words to his ear, it broke my heart to see him crying, and couldn't bare the fact that I couldn't do anything to get that pain he felt out off him.

We remained in that position until his sobs dies. I slowly lifted his chin and brush away the remaining tears on his cheeks.

'Are you now ready to tell me?' He take a deep breath and nod.
'Okay come' I lead him to my bed and let him sit on my lap. He squirm uncomfortably until he heard my groan and felt the evident on his thigh that makes him sit still while looking on his lap with a tint of blush on his checks, that makes it to react even more.

'You know that I hardly control myself now Jessie, I'm on my edge one wrong move and I will claim you right this instant' I said huskily on his ear, and felt him shivered on my arms with a deep shade of red on his checks.

To think that I have this effect on him I couldn't hide my smirk because of the total joy I felt.

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