The Culprit

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Jessie's POV

Dark, all I can see is darkness, I run, run until I could no longer feel my legs. I tried to shout but I couldn't utter even a single word, I give up and embraced my fate.

If ever this will be my last chance to do the things I never did then I only wish one thing, I want Lorcan to know what I felt for him, how I badly want to feel his body on my skin, to hear his sweet and gentle voice every single day, to peacefully live in this cruel world with him by my side.

Tears rolls down on my cheeks uncontrollably while hugging my knees.

A sudden light illuminated my surrounding, I rub my eyes to  lighten the brightness and as I opened my eyes again I saw a figure of a man standing far away from me, I know it's him my heart told me that its him.

I scrambled to my feet and wanted to be in his arms but before I can do that I was thrown to a place where it is so familiar to me, then their he was the man in my dream standing at the balcony.

But something was not right his eyes held no emotion, no life, I take a single step but a woman with waist length velvety hair suddenly appeared with a child on her arms and hugged him from behind, my heart wanted to believe that this is not really happening, I wanted to know that I am not too late for keeping him wait for too long.

And then I saw myself with a child who really look like Lorcan, but the place is not where Lorcan was living nor the village he was in.

Suddenly three bulky man appeared in where my future me was in. The two held me tightly while the other one slowly come near my future me.

I wanted to help, to keep the child safe but I don't have the power to change my fate.

'Please don't touch my child, I beg your mercy' I felt everything the pain he felt.

But the man only smirk and take my child away from me.

'No please, please don't hurt him, please' a tear escapes from my eye and my heart shattered into pieces.

'Noooooooooooooo!!!'

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I suddenly woke from my nightmare, and the tears wouldn't stop from falling until I run out of tears, I need to see him, to talk to him and reassured myself that he did not actually fall out of love from me.

It is just a dream right? Things will be alright, every dreams will not come true right? I just wanted to calm my nerves, what if things will fucking turns out to be what my dreams shows me? Everything is possible.

I fix myself and I decided that its time to face my destiny, what am I scared of? For how many years I hide myself now is the time to face the world, this is not just for the people who believed in me but this is also for myself, a better change for me.

Lorcan, my dearest Alpha I'm coming for yah.

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