Divergent and pregnet

chapter....ummmm whatever

Parker james eaton.that's our sons name.I start sobbing and Tobias calms me down."Tobias" "yes dear?" "do you want to know the best feeling in the world" what is it" "we have a son but I'm scared Tobias" "what's wrong do you need me to get a nurse" "no but I know I'm not going to be a good mother to him and I know I'm going to end up messing up and he will end up not loving me anymore." "listen sweetheart I know that you will love him with all you heart and he will love you back and that's all that matters." I look down at our son.he has Tobias hair and skin and ears.Tobias says he has my nose and my striking eyes.and today we get to take him home and he will officially be ours forever.the nurse comes in and sets me in a wheelchair with Parker.Tobias kisses mine and sparklers for head and wheels us to the car then sets me in.because i just gave birth I cannot walk very far without Tobias helping and I can't lift anything over 7 lbs(i know these are wrong but I need more dramaticness).when Tobias lifts me up to go in the house I think my uterus got stretched and I scream out in pain and that keeps happening and every time I scream and cry Tobias starts crying.I feel so bad so instead of doing that i just bite my lip and hold back tears then Tobias sets me in bed and takes Parker to him room.when he comes back in he says" trisssss immm so so sorry for hurting you.I know you were trying to hide it but I know you were hurting so let me try to help you feel better.so he lays in bed and i cuddle up next to him and I fall asleep.then I hear screaming so I look up and Tobias and Parker are on the ground with bullets in their head.I automatically run over to them and start screaming"please wake up    please don't be dead please no(twd video game reference haha)   then I jolt up in my head screaming.luckily it's just a nightmare.Tobias runs in with the baby."omg are you okay do you need a doctor" I just shake my head and manage to squeak out nightmare he sets Parker down and gathers me in his arms running his hand in calming circle on my back.calming me down he asks if I want to talk about it and I shake my head no.later we are both asleep well the boys are Parker keeps waking up every 10 minutes and I always take care of him Tobias offers to help but I just say no.when I wake up I remember Tobias has work I walk into the kitchen and I see a note

to my dearest wife,

I feel so bad that you got no sleep last night so I have scheduled a spa day for you.don't worry I dropped Parker off at your mom's house.I love you

from Tobias

so then I head off to the spa.

I DONT OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS(except Parker)ALL RIGHTS GO TO VERONICA ROTH.