Just The Way You Are.

Just The Way You Are. 18.

Chapter 18.

A few weeks passed. We were now getting into the winter. I already recovered myself, or at least that’s what I thought. I spent such a good time at Anne’s house. She, Robin and Harry treated me like a queen. I must say they were amazing. I told them everyday but I think I haven’t told them enough times yet. A couple of days ago, I came back to my place. I had to start working next Monday so I had to do all the housework in my flat before I didn’t have time to do it. This last week, I’ve seen Harry less times because he started to get a bit busy about the new album coming and they had a lot of promos here in the UK but I went out with the girls some times. I also accompanied Perrie to some small promos they had here in London because she told me she didn’t want me to be alone all the time. She was becoming into such an important person to me, I think I could call her a really good friend. She always understood me and gave me advices and so did her mum. Danielle and Eleanor were also good friends but with her was different.

Anne and I also spent more time together. She took me to some places in London I’ve never been before. Some fans saw us and they even wanted to take photos with us and stuff like that. I don’t even know why but I always got all shy and quiet when they talked to me. I’ve always thought the boys’ fans would hate me because I am dating one of their idols. Some of them actually do, but the majority of the fans I already met are so sweet and nice with me.

Winter was coming, that meant Christmas was near. And by that, it also meant Louis’ birthday was near. I wonder what I was going to do on Christmas Eve or even in New Year’s Eve. Maybe Harry would ask me to go to his mum’s place and they would make dinner like any ordinary family would do on Christmas. I missed doing that kind of “familiar things”. I don’t even remember the last time I had a good time with my family on Christmas. Sometimes I wonder why I was so unfortunate in this life. I mean, was it because I didn’t treat my parents right? Well they were the ones who treated me bad so I guess I had the right to treat them like they did to me. Sometimes I wish I could talk about this with someone but no one actually asked me and I was that kind of person that kept their problems to themselves if someone didn’t ask them. I don’t know I was just too weird.

I woke up from all these deep thoughts by the sound of my phone ringing.

*on the phone*

“hello?” I said as I picked the call without looking who it was.

“hi my beautiful weird girl” I heard his deep, raspy voice say. A smile appeared on my face. only he could call me ‘weird’ and would make me feel good.

“henry I miss you!” I said jokingly.

“miss you too” he replied.

“we miss you Cristy!” I could hear in the background.

“what was that?” I laughed.

“it’s Niall. They say they miss you” he replied laughing.

“aww I miss them too, tell them” I said in a sweet tone.

“how’s everything going?” I asked him.

“good, we just got a bit break that’s why I called you” he replied.

“when are you coming back to London?” I asked.

“I’m not sure, maybe in two days or three” he replied.

“oh I see…” I said in a sad tone.

“I promise I’ll be back soon, babe” he said when he noticed my tone went sad.