𝙼𝚢 𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎|𝙴𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜|𝚂𝙺𝚉

5

Eunji's POV

(AFTER A WEEK OF MINJOON'S BORN DAY)

I woke up when I heard noises out of my room. Damn. Who arrived this early?! I did my morning routine even though I am really sleepy. I wore my jacket and tied my hair. I went downstairs and saw...

"Elyze?! W-What are you doing here?"

"Can't I go home, noona?" Elyze asked while smiling, he quickly ran and hugged me "It's really nice there! I had some friends-"

"Who went home with you?! Is it Eric or-"

"It's me" Hyunjin came out of the kitchen, carrying his drink "Can't we go home?"

"What the hell are you doing here?!"

"You mean? This is my house and I'll go whenever I want. How about you? Why are you here? Don't you and Chan have your own house?" Hyunjin

"Can't I sleep here?!"

"Noona! Can I see your baby?" Elyze asked that made me nervous so bad

I forgot, they doesn't know what happened. What am I going to tell them? I can't tell Hyunjin.

"U-Uh..."

"Where is the baby, noona? Is it a girl or a boy? What's your baby's name?" Elyze asked nonstop

I saw Hyunjin waiting for my answer as well. I sighed and looked away when he saw me staring at him.

"You are very slim. What happened to you?" Hyunjin asked

"Nothing. Nothing's wrong. I'll go home now. I just missed the house so I went here and took a rest" I said and was about to go when Hyunjin said something

"I may not be your real brother by blood but I now if something's wrong with you or not" Hyunjin

"I told you nothing is wrong"

"Elyze, go change your clothes and take a rest in your room" Hyunjin

"Yes, hyung!" he smiled and ran to her room

I sighed "Don't tell Eric"

"Don't tell him what?" Hyunjin stared at me

"That-"

"Before you answer my question, your baby, where is your baby? Is your baby with Chan? Huh? And you lost a lot of weight. What the hell is happening to you? Are you even resting or eating?" Hyunjin worriedly asked as he can me "Is something happening that I don't know?"

"I had a miscarriage"

"What the hell?!" Hyunjin shouted and dropped the glass "Since when, Eunji?! Why didn't you tell me or Eric?!"

"I-I was scared that you guys-"

"Scared of what?! Damn it! Why would you keep that?! You know it'll affect you a lot! What the hell is wrong with you?! Since when?!" Hyunjin shouted

"W-When you guys left almost a month. I think I overworked myself and t-that happens"

"Are you even kidding me?! You still went to work?! I told you to rest and take a leave until you give birth and became okay! Can't you even understand?! You look so stress now! I can't even recognize you! You lost a lot of weight and agh!! This is fucking annoying!" Hyunjin shouted and kicked the table "How about Chan? Where is he? He should be with you"

"I-I told him to stop bothering me and just continue his life without me"

"Fuck it! You are kidding me right now?! What's the reason?! Since when you two stopped seeing each other?!" Hyunjin

"A month after I had a miscarriage. We are so stress for a month, I always cry everyday, I blamed myself for not giving Chan the family he wanted. It was my fault. I didn't gave him what he wanted. I think that's why we slowly fell apart" I said and wiped my tears secretly

"I'm sorry for shouting at you. I know it was wrong but I can't help it, Eunji. I am worried about you. You may not be my real sister but damn! I care for you, Eunji! You are the only girl here. I'm sorry, tell me what happened" Hyunjin said while he tightened his fist "What happened?"

"When I had a miscarriage, I blamed myself everyday and I cry every night. C-Chan tried to tell me it wasn't my fault, he tried to tell me that we can try again next time. But I-I didn't listened and continued to blame myself. F-For one month, I acted like I don't know him. I'm not myself that time. I forgot who I am, I forgot I have a husband and friends. Also, I was worried about you and Eric, that you guys might get mad at me. I chose to keep it as a sceret and talked to them. O-One night, C-Chan isn't home yet and it's very late. I saw his gps, it's open. I followed it because I was worried. I arrived at a bar, there, I saw him drinking with his employees and a girl is dancing in front of them. I-I thought, maybe he is tired of me because I acted rude to him. That night, I left the house living him a letter-" my voice cracked and my tears continued falling nonstop "I-It was my f-fault, that's why he got t-tired of me"

Hyunjin pulled me, I burst out crying as I felt him patting my back "It's not your fault. Maybe it's not yet time for the both of you. You guys can always try, right? Don't worry about Chan, I'll talk to him. You should leave from work and take a rest until the old you come back"

"But working is the only thing I can do to forget about everything"

"And it hurts you, Eunji. You always see a woman giving birth to a child and you will remember it. Do you think you are able to forget about that?" Hyunjin

"But-"

"You are going to rest" Hyunjin

"Fine, but can I still work this week? I just want to finish this work and assign them to my patients"

"Yes, only this week" Hyunjin

Hyunjin is now okay but how about Eric? I just hope he won't get mad at me.